Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Finally Get To Try One...




Dear Diary,

Finally i got to try something new today...if you can see the above pictures is actually im wearing maskara and eye liner, tis happen during my class BEG, wah the feeling of just putting the thing is so irritating, when atika was putting it for me, i was blinking all the way...haha but its a fun time, of cause i look like one panda, lol, i even laugh at myself, in real i dont really look nice, but the pictures do look nice though. Haiz but some of my friends disagree tat i wore tis to school, but i didnt even step out of class with it, friends said i look like girl, really meh? Cant be...

Haha, mayb i dont use it in school la, i will try my own at home, and play with my sis n mum cosmetics...haha, since now i know how to use, but i promised its only just for fun, not to bring it out of house...haha, dont worry friends, i wont b one of them...being me is already tough enough...

Sunday, July 27, 2008

My Emo Got Worst

Dear Diary,

I was still very sad abt yesterday and today just make it worst, i was browsing through my friend list in my friendster friend list, n i saw the girl i like was with someone in the picture...so i got nothing to do i go in her profile, her statue from single to in a relationship, my name was not in her featured friend n i scroll down n guess wat, i saw a HUGE picture of her and he BF kissing...then i got a heart pain, it was so pain i actually cried, not externally but internally, tis is my very first time crying for a girl and i dont know it could be SO painful...

If you wan to know how i know tis girl, here goes...It was 2weeks bck, a girl i know from work and schooling in Simei ite but graduated tell me she likes me and from there, i got so excited tat i got a sudden feeling towards her...then 2day i found out tat girl had a bf...its pain very pain...but wat to do rite? I got to move on, she got a bf and i need to find another girl to like...

Emo Got Worst...

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Nurses Day







Dear Diary,

HAPPY NURSES DAY!!!
Today is nurses day and as you can see, we are having a celebration in school, and combining the year 1 and year 2 April and January intake, and we got new guest tat is paramedics...As we all got sited...we all started to take pictures with our friends and a few minutes later the concert start...n guess wat the funny thing is i saw suhaimi as the person standing up on stage bcome the so call narrator...well he did well, love the way he talk...ok there is performance like singing, dancing, and talk...wah i tell u the talk is so long tat until all of us were sleeping n its talking abt mouse and cheese...>_< Anis,Hidayah,Priya and Durga Dance was AwEsome...I took their video, but i will update later...

After the event, me and fazli follow friends go down and eat. Wahh the queue was so long, then we take our food and eat, then since me and fazli got no space to eat, we take another empty table to eat...i saw ms rafika sat at their place, was jealous but cant leave fazli alone, so i stay put...then when i'm the middle of eating, i saw friends going off. I got heart pain, i got no sms or any signal they going off, was waiting for it but none came.

Wanted to call but nvm la, fazli is here with me and zubai called me, so i waited for her with fazli and we take train together...took lots of picture from god-sis camera...but camera batt falt so cant take more... Then me and zubai took the train at raffles place and guess wat, we sleep so soundly tat i didnt know i reach sembawang...lol...got home, change clothing and sleep agian...

Tats all...Was emo half a day..

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Leadership Was Begining to B Fun Till....

Dear Diary,

My Leadership for JRA was beginning to get more fun when someone had to crack it into half...I dont know why ppl just got piss off just bcuz frens ask for his help when they cant find me. I'm a bloody hell a fresh new leader and know nuts abt leadership...hey help me not turn me down n letting go...is it wrong for friends to go to you for help when they cant find me?? and how the hell m i going to make an announcement when friends separated, dont tell me you wan me to use the microphone at the indoor stadium...1st of all i dont know there is a carnival on tat day...and i thought its not compulsory...thanks to all my friends who had help me through out my leadership, i really appreciates you help...priya, i cant do it without u...

I sometimes wish i could eat 20sleeping pills and sleep or mayb eat the wrong medication n it turn out to b a poison...haiz...

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Napha For Me Sux.

Dear Diary,

Was suppose to come to school early to do BH project but in the end, i was the last to come for meeting...haha i came around 11.30am, and Afiq scared me by saying he's going to minus my marks for coming late...in my heart i said OMG...then he said its a joke...WTH...reach school meet them and afiq told us our assignments and hand it in next Monday...

*Sorry Leader, i came late, got over slept, will come next meeting early ohk..jgn marah...=)

Napha is next, 1.30pm Ms Christine Release us early so we could change...then we fall in at abt 1.45pm and waited for the rest of the nursing cohort...ones everyone is here, we got assign where to go next as in the 5 stations...ok lets foward...ok, now 2.4km run, well between me and friends, i was the leading then dont know how, the teachers there kinda blind, cant see students just ran towards the wrong corner...and me n killa was the last to hear and turn bck to the correct line...wah i tell you, my stomach is hurting, my legs are killing me, and if i force myself i might faint...so every abt 2km i stop to rest...then reach the end, i tell you, i was flying...lucky some friends help me....thanks for the care girls...

Then Huda and Atika help me, and then after i give my number to teacher pam pull me to the front staduim to get more fresh air...haiz then 1st station was chin up...

-Note-
Chin up..i hate the teacher, he close one eye on all the boys except for me, he told me its not counted cuz i jumped...WTH, he ask me to hang then pull myself, fuck himself 1st la, show me your watery fat ass can hang and pull urself up on the highest bar...He will drop like a fallen papaya...keebaboom...

Then 2nd station, the running thing, tell u, i fall 2 times seh, stupid seh, my leg felt like a jelly...then last round, i just got to run abit slower...but i still pass cuz tat time with our P.E teacher, i ran before...Then finish up the rest of the stations and i go home with fazli...

Not really go home la, go to god-sis house, eat, drink, help her to clean her room, its has lots of junk and books and things, but it got a lot of memories from the pass, kinda sad to see it but he will always b there...hopes he is ok up there...

K lah tats all...ouch, body leg and hand cramps...

Monday, July 21, 2008

I got Models Tips....

Dear Diary,

You know wat, I found BEG has alot of tip on being the Next top model...haha...wat i mean is tat, it teaches you how to take care of ur face, eyes, lips, wat type of clothings should u wear with ur body figure e.g body longer then legs...teaches wat type of face you have, e.g oval or round then face accessories suitable for you face...the make up, the ties, they types of colours suit the best, the types of shirts...wow its a lot, i got the book and i'm so going to read up....k lah, dont wan to get scolding from mum, so i better get bathing, eat, watch a bit of tv and sleep....

Gd night people....

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Project done...MODELS

Dear Diary,

Finally my CDP project is done...wahh...its isnt tat hard...told atika to print it for me due to i got no printer...thanks atika...ohh guys tell you something, hadri told me that his friend a model scout likes me, she said i'm genesequa (unique in French) and have a androgynous (boy girl face) look and she said my pictures in friendster look nice...i totally freak out...i'm a model material, yea me...i was so excited when hadri said he want to i think intro me to her but i'm nervous. I'm so happy when i heard someone like me and said i'm model material...OMG OMG...

Ok, another great news for me, i found my very favorite story tat is The Parent Trap, tell you its awesome, find it at Http://watch-movies.net its awesome...I love the story so much tell i go crazy looking for it...

Oh my Look at the time, i got to go sleep...a model always have to sleep early...lets see some notes for myself shall we...

1. Sleep early
2. Follow doctor order to keep my skin back to its normal self.
3. Go exercise..(E.g Jogging, Push up, Pull Up, Swimming, Gym)
4. Go on A Diet, to lose weight.
5. Do your best in being a leader.
6. Be confident
7. Save Up Money

Ok i think tats it...god night everyone...

Friday, July 18, 2008

Skin Infection

Dear Diary,

Was really happy tat mum want to take me to the clinic so the doctor can give me some lotions or medication to put on my skin...when i'm on the way to the clinic with mum, a mat-rep with his girl walk in front of me, i look up straight and without looking down, i look at the girl and also look at the guy, the guy stare me sia, and u know wat i did, i stare him bck and ones i cant see him, i 'jeling' wahh its so cool sia, looking at bf jealous of me looking at his gf...but also like find trouble...

I got tis theory tat if the guy were to be infront of me and push me bck, i would push him bck and say, "Ingat pe fun-fair tolak2 org?" and i give him one huge stare and slowly walk away from him...

1st of all, when i'm angry or wanting to achieve something i wan, dont get in my way, as i will talk or fight bck, but please ah, although i'm angry, i dont use punches or anything, just either i push him/her away or pinch...

Oh people...i got skin infection tats why i got ichiness on my neck and like balls growing behind my head...but as i listen to the doctor, to take the medication and use the lotion and continuesly go to let doctor check then i hope my skins are fine...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Lost My Mind.....



Dear Diary,

I really cant take it yesterday, me as a leader really sux, i got scolding from teacher almost everyday for forgetting things, yesterday at home i was really emo, i went home bath and straight away i lay on bed waiting for the correct timing to sleep, while i was waiting, i think abt my decision on quiting as a leader, i complain to atika as she was available at tat time, and all the sudden i scolded zubai for not treating afiq equally, i'm really sorry zubai, when i'm emo, i can see everything, the pain, the loneliness, the hurt and more...

Today, i was really emo, i purposely come out of my home just on time for class, so i called priya to take the class list from teacher...so i escape from teacher for one day, then during the mrt trip, i msg mariia and complain to her abt the leader thingy and guess wat ones i reach class, 1st thing i got was a big lecture from Mariia, she told me not to quit as it lead me to bcome a quiter...then all the way in class i was really quiet and didnt talk much, i purposly put a smile and laughter so people wont think i'm depress...

Afiq, Kak J,Asyraf, Atika, Pamela when u make me laugh, i actually was crying in heart, please dont take it to hard as i pinch you...Like i say i can see pain, hurt and loneliness, as tat time i mention i'm quiet "wrong", I'm Aggressive "wrong", I'm Happy "wrong" might as well i die...then there was a moment of silent but then afiq and kak j tackle me bck by making a joke tat later need money and very expansive la....tell u wat, i was really hurt...but i kept quiet...then during SIMS, i was told to tell everyone to take out landyards and watches, so i shouted and everbody goes woooo...and i shouted bck shut up...and everyone was quiet, i laugh but i was irritated...then go home, i wanted to go home alone but fauziah was there, then i talk to her...



So me and fau talk, fau was smoking and i got out of mind and say, mayb i wan to try smoking to realese my stress, but then fauziah showed me a angry looked and say no...b4 you say u wan to smoke, try the one in my hand and i say no as i know she wont even let me touch it...haha, sorry mariia, didnt tell u due to i got scared tat u would lecture me again...hmm dont like...then go home alone after city hall, i got a crazy mind and say to myself, later wan buy cigarette? and i almost go to the shop to buy but i thought later not only mariia scold me, atika and fau too will b extreme angry with me, so i decided mayb not buy...save money to buy clothes for beg phase test...till now i still thinking of smoking and still emo....


Saturday, July 12, 2008

Heels & Fashion

Dear Diary,

I dont know why but i loves to see girls wearing high heels, they just look beautiful, but not only the shoe attract me but the girl must know how to dress up to match their heels, talking abt the heels, its not the very small heels its the one above 4inch and if the shoe is nice it attract me more...girls tat wear high heels will make them from ugly to preety...but those preety one dont get me wrong, even if u wear flats you still look preety...

Girls remember dont wear heels all the time cuz you might get tired easily and might get injury on the legs...wear it for some occasions or going out with friends and family...

For my friends, i know its hard for you to believe tat i extually talk abt girls...well i'm not like all guys who talk abt girl together, i actually keep it in my heart or talk to myself...haha...

UHUH!!! For those who is interested in know more abt fashion or wan to know abt the latest designs i got a website tat links to lots of blogs abt fashion....http://www.fashionrat.com/ its a fun place for people like me to explore when we are bored...haha...have fun...

Thursday, July 10, 2008

New Look


Dear Diary,

I got a Surprize for you, if u can see on top, tats zubaidah with a rebonded fringe, isnt she preety. Hey girl, i put ur picture in my blog already...muahahaha, dont be shy to show ur new look and with the rebonded fringe...ur fair skin, ur incredible smile plus rebonded fringe really matches...like you say now got to loose more weight...you go girl, hope you succeed in wat you doing ohk...take care always...


BabyPrinceSabri

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

2nd Day Of Trying Leadership

Dear Diary,

I'm Truly sorry classmates, i'm not a good leader, i came late, i'm afraid to try something new, i dont speak well with my loud voice...i can still hold on to this title only if i have all of you supporting me and not making my life as a leader miserable...2day got scolding from teacher for comming 5mins late but hey i can try again tomoro, mayb i can make teacher look up for me, now teacher keep on saying i got to b firm although you might have soft personality, i think tat is wat he said...haiz

This is why i hate guys, they will try to insult me but with abit of sweet talk they get bck in line...hmph...okok sabri stay cool and think positive, as a teacher he cant just insult a student mayb he just want me to wake up cuz he knows tat i can do it...haha i'm the one yg kancong...ohk classmate i will do my very best and make you proud....wooohoo...hip hip hooray for SABRI!!!!

I would like to say thank you to those who had been helping me with my new title as the new leader but more to my bestie atika and mariia...and to my wonderful assistant leader MohannaPriya...weeeeeee~~~~

Monday, July 7, 2008

A New Term Arrived...

Dear Diary,

Before Anything I would like to wish Afiq my dear friend a HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY... Ya his birthday is on the 1st day of school...well a good thing for him la, cuz got to see us to make him happy...

Ohk, Met Fazli, Hadri and Michelle, and all of us go school together...like always me and fazli is just on time for lecture...i'm glad to see my friends sitting beside and above me but hafiz totally blank his mind on us and go to a new friend tat is our new classmate...hmm forget her name...but anything or anywhere she goes, he follow...haha...And we know our teacher is a male teacher, lucky not a strick looking teacher, so ok, i'm happy with it, but the thing i'm not happy is tat teacher put my name in PSY and my name was the 1st few to b called for BEG...wahh heart pain...

Then after the Behavioural Science lecture, we saperated to go for our elective class....worst, the person i hated the most is in tat class...but lucky for me, Atika and Asyraf is there to make me feel comfortable...haha...well so far BEG isnt tat bad, teaches us abt nail care, the type of perfume to use and more...well not bad...and teacher is so kind to release us 1/2hour earlier and haha, onco and psy dont b jealous, next day we BEG people going school late...huahauhauahua

PS: After teacher told wat happen in China, im scared for a friend who is going there for attachment...really scared and its a long time...wat should i do?? I'm really worried....

Sunday, July 6, 2008

In A World Of Bears

Dear Diary,

Early Morning at 6am got to wake up to get ready to go Ayer Hitam tat is in Malaysia...abt 2hour journey, me, mum, auntie and uncle got on the bus and all of us slept...haha...i cant stand the moving bus so got to sleep...haha...ones reach and 10am mum woke me up and guess wat, after i step out of the bus, we saw a Huge sale tat say buy one and get one free and inside there is lots of bears and other toys...i wasnt blinking and my eye had set on one of the bears and its beautiful, kinda big but who cares im bring it in my dreams...so bought one of tat and pick another toy which cost abt the same...other then the toys we bought also some flowers and and a basket to put in letters...

Now our stomach is hungry, so we look for some warong to eat...not really a wonderful place to b cuz lots of flys and lizards, kinda got no appitide to eat but hungry, just eat la...then abt 1pm, we got on bus and till 3pm we reach and line up the extreme long and now finally i have reach home, bath eat and now i wan to sleep....its abt 7.30pm we reach hm....

PS: Sorry Hadri tak sempat nak do you themes i will do it tomoro ya...take care and to my fellow friends, tomoro is our starting of a new term, b prepared and gd luck, c u guys in school...

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Comp Had Been Restored

Dear Diary,

Hooray, i just got my comp for the pass 2day and i'm happy to get it bck, but something worst abt it, it only left with 40gig and its extreme small...cant put much things, but its ok, i just need it to chat with friends, enter blog entry, edit friendster, play my beloved maple story and much more...see even though i cant download song, movies and psp games, i still can use my comp for somethings i love most...lucky for me, i got a cousin tat got lots of psp games so he say if i wan any games just come to him and he insert it for me....how nice of him...well friends if u wan to know anything before i get my comp, dont bother asking cuz its kinda long so kinda lazy to type those in here....haha...

Yesterday chat with hadri fazli's cousin, he wanted from me 3themes for a photoshoot...i'm not really tat creative but i can try to think of something...i think of one word and i elaborate those and there i go, a highly fashion theme...ok hadri i will think abt 3themes and give u the paper by monday...

Tats all for 2day hope my comp space dont go down so much...