Selamat Hari Raya Haji!!!

Dear Diary,

It Hari raya haji, im kinda sad too as im not able to go out to jb to celebrate the 2nd raya with family...mum work afternoon shift, grandmum later at night will b going to kampong, sister sure go out, brother go jb...im literally sad...its ok, soon enough all tis will b gone, just tahan for 2more weeks...oh just letting all of u know, next week i will b going to tekong for my out feild, im scared n bad new, im sure the connection from there to singapore will b using malaysia line, WTH, i cant even msg my mum...n we also need to learn how to dig our own grave, lets hope outfeild will b a fun n enjoyable time...

I have a gay friend who need advice from me, i also dont know how to answer...he dont mind me typing tis in my blog cuz he wan to know how to solve it...He currenty just contacted with a guy friend, both of them fall in love at 1st sight...my friend is a newbie in relationship, he dont know how to handle a relationship...wat do he have to do 1st?

PS: Love you....

my new friend...hehe...*wink*

Dear Diary,

Let me intro u to my new friend, his name is NIZAM!!, i met him just now...he is very sweet, cute n very humble, guess his age? younger then me? nope, he is 21 tis year...weeee...kinda miss hanging out with him...i hope my next book out i could meet him again...i dont have much time to tell u guys more abt him...mayb next time ok....buhbye...XOXO

MOVIE!!!

Dear Diary,

Went out with kak su, fazli hadri n kak hos...we go watch movie, we watch movie 2012, kinda hate the movie, it talking abt dooms day n got a new world...wth...i totally dont understand...then they build tis so call underwater spaceship tat can last for long...wth...argh hate it, but was exciting...


after dat, kak su n kak hos have to leave for a while as they r late for a dinner tat is near by...so me hadri n faz,go out get ourself something to eat, then we go take lots of photos...hehe...meet kak su n kak hos in abt 1hr later...then went kak su house as she wan the photos n then we rush home as scared last train will leave us...hehe...tats all i got for today...buhbye...!!!

Exciting Night W Love Birds...

Dear Diary,

Aishah ask me out today, so ask zubai along, n aishah wanted to bring a special someone, his name is ALWI!! plan for today is to shop shop n watch paranormal activity....

But then, its kinda too late for it cuz the last few sits r horrible, cuz the 4 sits r actually being separated, so we didnt watch movie, sry zubai, i didnt get to shop also cuz kinda felt if im not equal with zubai, its kinda unfair for her...so aishah got her things, since we cant get to watch movie, we sit at coffee bean, n thank god i brought my camera along as we could take lots n lots of pictures...

Then its abt 11pm, so we took the train, took pictures in train too, i tell u, ppl r like literally staring at us, but who cares rite, since we r in a group i dont feel shy to keep on snapping...took more pictures, since its always alwi n aishah in the picture, once they alight, me n zubai go crazy n take more pictures to equal with alwi n aishah...haha...lau tk my cam is full of their photos, haha!!! but serious aishah, u got a great guy there...do take care of him, ALWI!!! u dont go around bully my big sister ok, take care of her too alright...

Soon we will meet again, who knows next time with the whole group, argh i cant wait....!!
XOXO...love you guys...aishah ask me out again ok...then we plan...muahahaha...

Dikir Barat...

Dear Diary,

It has been so long since i met my bestie, i missed her so much, i felt like crying when i c her, well i cant as she had 2 girlfriends next to her, so huged her, talk talk to her n girlfriends, then i think abt 45mins of waiting then we got to go inside, atika paid so expansive n the condition of the hall isnt tat great, no food, no aircorn, n the chairs wasnt decorated, but the performance was great...love it, atika bf n atika's friend bro was in also...

Support them all the way, was an awesome performances, then its abt 2.00pm, thinking its late for me to stay there, cuz i need to buy more things for my army life...im sorry if i didnt get to finish watching dikir barat with u bestie, but its ok, next outting mayb its on me, i say mayb eh...haha!! bought the staff n thank god i got home on time to prepare my items for tonight book in...ok then its the end of this entry....

XOXO...bestie i love you....

Band Concert

Dear Diary,

Last week in army, i got lots of training for field camp, i just learn how to camouflage n did the SOC ground, haha, SOC may look easy but i tell u its much difficult when u try it....i hurt my hand when doing the straight arm lift...n i was called a heavy duty...so bad...i lost lot of weight n yet ppl think im fat...omg!!


Just now meet fazli n hadri as hadri invited me to his friend's band concert, i didnt knw its a band concert so i turn up with sleeveless, thank god i brought my jacket along, in case we watch movie...haha, the concert was awesome, love it, i didnt manage to record as saving the batt for pictures...after the concert we went Sempang Bedok to eat, tell u wat, the place look like i could have a meal tat is cheap, but na'ah, its expansive, the milo gozilla ONLY! cost $3 n which milo ice only cost abt 90cent...omg!!! 1 scoop of ice-cream n the milo powder cost $2, tat wat i culculated, ARGH!!! nvm once in a while should b ok...took pictures n had fun but sadness my batt run flat when its abt to get exciting...aww man...haha...ni ways not much to say, pictures will b updated soon, hang on to it ok...buhbye!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENEK!!

Dear Diary,

Today is my grandmum's birthday, i dont know wat to buy for her, so since i didnt know wat cap to buy, so i just give my grandmum the amount i took out...her eye was teary, i told her dont b sad, must b happy as its ur birthday...hehe...love her lots, "Nenek along sayang nenek sangat sangat...KISS KISS HUG"

B4 meeting my grandmum, brother told me, wat i write in my blog abt family? i said nothing, he said i wrote something tat made my aunties n step-mum angry with my dad, so the topic is abt my dad? i cant express my feelings to my dad as he will not hear out my feelings, so only place i could express out is through blog n talking to my mum...to aunties, cousin, grandmum n stepmum, thank u for understanding how i felt, tapi tk yah la marah ayah, ayah ade hal ayah yg untok ayah penting sangat, along cume sedih yg ayah tk interested to send along to my 1st day of enlistment his 1st son, n abt 1month later i got POP(post out parade) meanning i finish my 3months in ns, i also dont know if he is interested to even follow...biala, as long mum is always b with me i dont mind, cume sedih je...asalkan ayah bahagia...

Once agian, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRANDMUM!!! MUCKS

Its Us Again

Dear Diary,

Today meet faz n kak su, as we already plan to meet each other, missed them, we did have much fun, kak su sorry if i disturb u, haha, kate adik, haha!! so my plan for today is buy cap, belt n watch a movie...but in the end, i didnt buy them, instead i bought, myself a sleeveless cardigen (which i love at 1st sight) n small esprit bag, 3dvds n a small mp3 mayb bring to camp...



I dont really have much to say, but all i could say is tat i had lots of fun everytime i go out with them...they will never lose my contact...lets plan again tis outting ok kak su n fazli, tis time, lets make it a little bit earlier so can have more time...c u guys around, buhbye....!!!