Monday, February 23, 2009

1week of tiring work...

Dear Diary,

Its been one week tat i started working for nuh..n im so stress up...im only like one week old n they ask me to take care of one team by myself, no preceptor or an extra EN to help, one team consist of (2 n half cubical tat is 15patient total, sponging, showering, feeding, ngt feeding, parameters, hypocount, tansfering patient to renal unit n etc) all by myself, u see how tiring it is, i got to do tis for 2days tat was sat n sun...was expecting the ward to b calm n not much thing to do, but i was wrong, lots of thing needed to b done, i only got 5-15mins of break (my own timing, my break was not secduled), n since im in team C, i need to top up injection trolley n check my items if all is there...i got scolded for doing my job at my own paste, meaning slowly. I almost cried, but i tahan cuz i know they wan test me if i could take a real EN job...all tis have not included (dressing, iv therapy, insulin, CAPD, weighing patient daily, ordering of patient food, using the computer to update stuff n etc) and the bad thing is i got to finish my check list at least 3months b4 ending of probation. Hope the following week i would get help n more ENs were to b in the ward...

For today i could relax, cuz i got my check list n sister wan to orientate me around the ward n into really details stuff, n she took the whole day, good la, i no need work tat day, n i got NYP students around to help, they just came in...gd la but only 3weeks n i only c them 1week liao, 2 week orientation with new intake...hahahaa...

AHHH...just by thinking abt it n typing it in here is giving me more headache...
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To Khai,
I dare to write ur name out loud cuz no one knows u...i would like to thank you so much for hurting my feelings 3times in a row.

1st u broke my heart, made me gone completely crazy and i attempt suicide lots of time...
2nd you told my 2 friends tat i not ur type but never wan to tell me directly...
3rd u broke all my secrets to Khairul, n tell u sumthing, u r not us, u dont feel the pain, u have not seen him yet n i know u will never feel it...

i think for the whole 1-2years of knowing each other, u dont understand friendship n never treasures every secret tat was shared, instead u blow it off...u never seen the bad side of me yet, soon if u ever do a major damage in my life n to my friends, u will get it from me...

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To my boyfriends who is reading my blog, Eg, faizuan bob, suhaimi and who ever, im so sorry if ever you boys dont know im a bisexual, i wont b expecting u guys to comfort me cuz i know u guys felt awkward, but just take precaution of watever im doing k, if ever u seen i attempt suicide do help me k, im giving u guys the opportunity to scold me if ever u see scars on my hands, girlfriends also advise to also k, i dont wan my life to b full of sadness n loneliness...

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

He Will Never Change...NEVER!!!

Dear Diary,

3rd day of work..was ohk la, but after uncle mike told me tat dont let the ANs bully you, then i actually realize tat they actually bullying me, haha, in my mind, i was like im helping the ANs do thier stuff n i pity the patients, but my cubical not settled, hahaha, kk im not going to make the same mistake, i make sure my cubical is really settled then i go around to help, uncle mike was actually testing me, by giving one cubical to handle, n i failed, uncle mike, im going to make u proud, now i learn my lesson n im going to learn from it...

Afternoon got seminar at lvl6, idk where to go, so thank you uncle mike for waiting for me, we go together, then, since i seminar finish early, i go HR, get the induction check list so tomoro sister can properly oretate me...got there, walau, took abt 15mins just to get a booklet..she got to call a few ppl, since im new, she help me with all she could, lucky she is friendly, make lame jokes, since it make me laugh ok la, then found the booklet, she ask me to write my name , blablabla...

Headed to fatin's ward since she wan go HR to pass her cert n rashika wan to get application form...reach fatin's ward abt 3.45, n since she changing, took abt 30mins, so while waiting, i read the booklet, i see lots of words already like fainting, haha, i think the sister can take the whole day to finish oreatate me...lol..then look further behiend, i need total 5signatures to b compitent in the skills, walau...but since i got 6months probation, i can make it...insya'allah...amin..hahah

Fatin is out, thought of giving iqah a visit, but dk her ward, so forget it, find rashika, go hr get stuff, then go hm...haha, in the bus, after fatin left, i was sleeping, but i got tis feeling i know the person next to me after like i saw glance of the person's face, then reach woodlands, tgr him, ya la he from my PRI sch seh, idk he live in woodlands...he said, where u schooling? then proudly i say, schooling? i started work liao...hahaha my fren face is like =.=! hahaha...then got down, thought of talking to him a while but tired la, so shake hands, off hm...

Ok..the main thing abt today is tat, a fren of me msg me tat he didnt get to poly, n he going NS soon, so i ask him out la, then he say mayb he wan go spend more time with bf..i was like F la..bf more important is it?? who is friends actually to you? was so upsad almost complain to his bf via sms, but didnt, cuz i dont wan stress his bf...then i talk to myself, you treat friends like a joke, to only release ur tention to us, but when we ask u out, u think abt ur bf, you dont deserve friends in ur life, cuz u dont take them seriously, then wats the point of calling me b4 going china crying??...F kan...then i give up, i sms him saying, its ok la, u go on with ur bf then kite tk yah keluar...
He accuse me for him being gay, he leave a huge scar in my life, no happiness was left behiend from him, he stole the guy whom i like, wat is it tat u actually wat? my perfect and easy-going life? GET UR OWN LIFE!!!
To his bf, if u reading...i wan u to actually look him deep, he is truly in love with you, n now he leave his frens just like tat, im not jealous ohk tat u with him, but think..we also need time with him, but he just pushing us away...i hope tis get in ur mind n understand wat we need, nvm after wat he did, i got 2nd thought of even asking out again...!!

Sabri, you got to stop ur fantasy thoughts for him, you actually gave him lots of chances already, you dont deserve tis type of pain or feeling, you did nothing to him, dont get him rule ur life, now u got a job, so focus on it...he will get wat he deserve one day...

if anyone is offended, either TYPE ur msg in my tag board or call/msg my phone...

Monday, February 16, 2009

1st day in NUH as Staff...



Dear Diary,

1st day we wearing our uniform..so cant wait, as usual, me iqah n fatin kinda sort of meet each other, doris already wearing her uniform, so ones we reach there, we wear our uniform, n found rashika, all of us look different with our unifroms...hahaha..its almost 8.20, so rush ourself to hr, then we sit down..

Blablabla..
They give welcome bag, and the time i have been waiting for my OWN NUH STAFF PASS!!, we commented our own pictures, lucky mine was when i was sec3..hahaha, but my face no different la, fatin picture, hahaha...tembam kepe, iqah jugak muke die maintain, sweet je..hahaha...n yg terkejutnye, we all were assigned to our own wards, n our orientation fall on 2nd March with the fresh new staff, we kinda blur...i kene 55 renal ward, iqah SICU(surgery ICU), fatin MICU(medical ICU), doris ANE, n rashika she got WARD54! dam her..hahaha kidding...lucky seh die..jealous so jealous...then we spread...

then i make muke tk tahu malu, go counter ward 55 n say, im a new staff, n im assigned in tis ward, then the staff nurse cam not prepared seh..die kelang kabut..hahaha, then go see sister, n guess wat, a new sister is there, the original sister is soon transferred to other ward, dam, tis new sister heard is strick..dam..

then staff nurse yun ping, assign my locker, put all my stuff there, then we go tour the ward, haha u know wat i mean, then i was introduce to all the staff there...frenly but most r Philippines, cam sumtimes, i felt left out, no worries, 1st day like tat ma, but all sound to like me, so ohk la...then meet uncle mike, joker of the ward, hard working n plus an aged HCA, so followed him, transfer, diaper changing, all the normal staff...

The thing i see abt tis ward, is like everyting is like bocap, like rojak, mixed up, no routine at all, all is self do wan, but i know is, check charts, bath patient, serve food, update i/o, talk to patient, transfer patient go to renal unit for dialysis...haiz, 1st day till 4pm, kinda buzy but fun..

Day finish, change my clothes, call iqah fatin n rashika, meet up, then we go hm together...got hm, show my fam my card..so proud.hahaha, then bath, now blogging..hahaha..

hope my ward is ohk for me...n the staff all like me...wish me luck for the future days...

Sunday, February 15, 2009

It Took Me 3days to think...WTH

Hey, ignore the previous entry, im too EMO shit, so i dont use my brian...now im fine and more then excited cuz tomoro im starting my work...yippie..the thing tat i wan to laugh is tat i took three days to think wats best, 1day-i cry like as if someone died, 2day-i slash myself without thinking, n only think abt him, 3day tat is today, i finally realize tat both of them had a bad background, n since both r caring n lovable, im sure their relationship will last long...b4 i close my entry, i would like to write a note for tis two couple...

Dear Boys,
I know you both, n i know wat you both have been through, so dont take advantage of each other weakness ohk..n im happy to hear tat both of u had fun n a memorable day during ur valentine..may god love you both, enjoy every moment of each other...

Dear Khai,
Khairul is a wonderful boy, i heard most of his relationship stories, n i felt sad, cuz all of his ex play scandal, n i know he felt hurt, 4get watever i told u abt him, cuz its the past, n let past b in the past, dont hurt his feelings, try to b there for him, since u know tat he is buzy, dont take it as if he is playing scandal cuz he wont...he will love his partner as if both of u were married...

Dear Khairul,
I know khai going to b more then 1year i guess, he keep on changing his bf cuz he is finding the correct one, i seen him crushed, i seen him sad, it hurts me to see his like tat, since u r with him, please try to make him smile everytime..even if u both ever fight, try to forgive each other after tat...khai will love his partner every min, he will even think abt his love when he sleeps...dont spoil it ohk..after u call me tat time, n i heard how happy you r, n im really happy to see u like tis, continue making him happy ohk...


And uh boys, i mayb an outsider right now, but never ever forget me, cuz if u do, it hurt me more then my previous entry...msg or call me ones in a while, cuz both of u r my friends n i dont wan to lose both of u...take care ohk..n wish me luck for tomoro's 1st day of work...

Saturday, February 14, 2009

No Valentine For Me...

Warning!!
those who dont know tat im a bisexual im sorry to let u down...
to cousins n sister, plz keep tis to urself ohk i dont wan tis to spread...


Dear Boy,

You told me ones tat you could read body language but after knowing long, i know tat u cant see the person is actually falling into u more n more...i pretended not to b jealous, when u ask my friends out, but tis time it just blow me off, cuz u choose a person i told u abt then me. what he got tat i dont have? We know each other more then u know him, i hear ur pain, i heard ur anger, i seen u smile, i seen u frustrated...but all i can do to hold our friendship is to keep quiet. Im scared if i were to make the 1st move, you might just run away from me...Thanks for not trying to hurt my feelings by keeping a distance, but u should know tat i will find out why u keeping a distance...i heard from fazli once tat u said, me n u only could b friends...why only friends? you said looks dont matter, wats matter is the heart...im keeping all my feelings towards myself, tats why u got no idea tat im actually waiting for u...

I sayang u lebih dari diri i, i ceburu dgn semua lelaki yg u date, lagi2 yg sekarang, i akan cube tolong u dlm masaalah u, i akan cube buat sesuatu untok tgk u senyum...tapi skrg i rase cam i di permainkan..

Skrg i tahu yg u tk syg i, not even as a fren, kalu u syg i sebagai kwn, i rase u akan kol i str8 lepas i offline tat time u told me u dating him...or even explain why u doing tis? for ur infor, i slash myself n not feeling much pain, i cried for 3days str8 n waiting for ur reason..but nothing...

To Fazli,
the boy he is dating is our friend, i know u know, tats why i slash myself, i dont care if he reject my love but he give his love to the him...tat why...i ask u to ask him urself, but u stubbon, thinking he actually rejected me...

To Him,
you told my mum n me tat you r buzy with work n everything but u lie, cuz u could hangout with him n not feeling tat buzy, he send u msg n u replied, for me i msg, u reply late night or never reply at all...

Thanks alot ppl, for keeping secrets behind me, i dont know how long i can tolerate all this..its just too painful...to boy n him, take care of each other ohk, if ever become bf, tell me, so i can do more stuff to myself...everything happen to me very quickly, i only can see, tat i have lots of friends, no one actually wanted me to b a lover, wat i actually do wrong in this world? why i get tis type of feelings everytime i like someone...

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

graduation

Hey peeps,

just let the picture do the talking ohk...i love all of them, now no mood to even type....










Monday, February 9, 2009

NUH +Marina Barrage

Dear Diary,

Actually today suppose to go to medical check up with iqah only, but since fatin wan to follow, might was well only us la..haha, then change my uniform size, you know wat, in malay i say to iqah n fatin, "korang kte nak tukar baju la *pointing towards my bag*" n i think they didnt see, so they thought im actually i wan to change my clothes tat im wearing...

blablabla...

liyanna msg fatin tat she not meeting her cuz of sumthing, fatin sabar je eh..,iqah go seperate ways while me n fatin proseed towards marina bay, while waiting for the bus to marina barrage, thought of calling iqah if she is following, thanks for fatin for pursuating iqah to come, woohooo....then we had to wait for her...waiting for her is like so long, so fatin wan to take pictures, n we cam-whore...

Abt 1hour of waiting, iqah called us to ask where are we...hahaha...when she come, i find it so cute tat she is so far...so i took a picture of it...

When to marina barrage, took the bus, disturb iqah n zul, hahaha, was dam funny la them, so there is an improvement in zul, he finally start to answer our question, laugh with us, but still need to improve on the voice, start speaking to us...the cute thing abt them is tat, when me n fatin called iqah, both turn n look...hahaha, cute tau, ones zul try to avoid looking at me when i call iqah to give her sumthing...

Sit there abt 1hour, n the sun is really making the place hot, zul got out 1st since he wan to meet his friend, then us cant take the heat anymore n felt thristy, so headed to where the bus pick up, n we found zul again, hahaha, he also waiting for the bus, took a few photos, n we off to city hall, look for 7-eleven, we found one 7-eleven nearest esplanate, bought biggest big gulp while iqah bought slurpy...we talk talk n took a few pictures, look at the time is 7pm, so we took of home..

at home, i view all the picture again, i laugh n laugh, cant stop, was very funny...u ppl can found the pictures in my multiply...hahaha...taking care la, tried...

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Sholeha Dance Competition...Radiation!!!

Dear Diary,

Radiation!!!! That is sholeha's group name, is performing in the semi-finalist, was dam excited seh, although idk her group, i only get close to shol is when mr chris wedding...its ok eh shol, sooner or later we can get closer, hmm, sound so wrong, hahahaha...kk, back to the competition, since its only 3pm, we search for shol n gang...then shol came up n find us, n u know where she took us,"tepi toilet la" hahaha, tapi cool la, the place abit wide for the to practice abit..then salam the boys tat is rudy n one new boy, hmm sape eh namenye?? nvm then saw mahirah, met her during CPR tat time, she was excited, jumping jumping, then kte salam, me liyanna fatin together we sit one line, watch them laugh2 n dance, blablabla...

3.30pm, they got to go up, then listen to the chinese singers then the sound "BOOM" rosak...lol, then wait a while, ALVIS! fake one, came out, ask us to come 10mins later cuz they got to repair the sound system...so fatin liyanna n me hungry, so we decided to go down, then followed by rudy, shol, then the rest...as usual, fatin bring bck her burger hm, HAHAHA!!, quickly we go up, scared we missed thier performance, so we rush up..sekali, masih menanyi la...
blablabla...

the dance competition started, shol's group 1st then followed by the rest..enjoy...













i just love dance competition, tats why when liyanna ask kalu nak g belakang or hang on the video, i say i wan to video, then we stay infront till the result...

result is out, oppess, sorry la shol, tk dpt msk finals..but hey, korang joget super la seh, mcm nak ngok lagi...eh kte kan ade recorded, le ulang2...

then teman them mkn, hahahaha, liyanna kene bully dgn rudy la seh, dari tadi, start jumpe till now...hahahaha...wont elaborate on bully part, ppl who r there u know la eh...hahaha, then liyanna nak beli headband, rudy follow, kene bully lagi liyanna..hahaha, then we go search the whole juntion8, dont have, we head to douby god..lol paham2 la korang...lol..

setengah jln rudy kene bounce bck, sal nak g mkn bilal la cik abg tu..followed liyanna round n round, then fatin...ehm, she accidentally talk abt liyanna fren, bukan mengutok tapi bual sal headband die...nasib awk fatin...then since liyanna nak teman kwn die, me n fatin head bck hm..

sampai rumah charge cam batt, then watch the video again...best la seh...
tats all for today ppl, pictures n video uploading soon....

Friday, February 6, 2009

Plain Thinking N Confuse

Dear Diary,

Well yesterday, ibu accidentally meet khairul at cwp while she is going hm, he just took his cert, and im guessing he is going poly, and fazli got paramedic or mayb he could go poly, when ibu talk to me abt i really hope if one of my children could go poly, i was abt to cry, cuz im so slow in my studies, but i control my feelings, so she start to like say aerospace salary sure is big huh? then i shoot her bck, ibu, course die senang, course along susah, tats why he could go poly, i wan to go poly seh, n she think tat i didnt put the effort to achieve tat, i told ibu tat ones i work, and after NS i will work harder and abt 1 year later, i will try to upgrade myself, my age will b abt 22 by tat time, but who cares...22 is still a young age, n poly isnt going anywhere...

Ibu also ones hurt my feelings by like talking to my sister, sha, along and andi tk leh lepas ibu, why not shasha, what she actually means, last time she use to b in normal A and she got to do "N" and "O" level, i only achieve "N", i dont understand, why she had to do tat? is she jealous tat other ppl's childen do better then hers? i got a better course then her pe...why she dont look at tat?

Valentine is on the loose...i know its not advisable to celebrate, but hey still its a couple loving day, n im so jealous of my girl-friends, almost all have a date, either they r single or not, sure a guy will ask them out, unlike me, who would wan to go out with me rite? as a friend ya sure, but as a lover, i dont think anyone would, n if ppl wan to lable me as gay, go on, i dont care, from wat i know i still have lots of feelings for girl...n talking abt make over, i so wan a make over, but lots is not there yet n mostly is money, if i got money, i could buy new clothes n items to be worn..

oh my god look at the time its 12.55pm, oh take care ppl, i got to go friday prayers...

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Gym Followed By Swim...

Dear Diary,

Yesterday, meet up with zubai, since zubai is free to go gym, so off we go cwp to buy her stuffs and we walk to the gym, tat is near my house...otw walking there, zubai said, "Aku malu la" i was like, hey you the one who motivates me to go in gym, now u malu, ape la seh...so since she malu, i lagi malu la seh...then we paid, $1.50 since we still 18, sign our name, change clothes, n we start off with the running...was shy to actully run there, scared the machine would broke cuz of my weight, so haha, since zubai runnning, so i tried running too...when got use to it, once 20mins, i felt dizzy, lucky didnt faint, so next we try the cycling part, normal, but boring...lol, then last we try the stepping one, tat one ohk la...i wan to do the weight part, tapi zubai malu, so ohk, we go swimming...

i almost forgot how to swim, n so is zubai, when i let go myself in the water, straight away i know how to swim, im so surprized, but the bad thing is tat my beathing isnt tat good yet...so we took a few rounds, n since zubai wan to go to baby pool, off we go there...have a few rounds of swimmings, we go change, i cant go bck more the 8pm cuz my bro will just called me, so i know he is home alone...lol...

Zubai when is the next gym n swimming activity? tell me ohk...i will b awaiting...

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Late Updates....


-30Jan2009-
Tat day is the day where me iqah fatin n anis sign up for SNB,
well right after tat actually wanted to go out with atika
but cant, so just meet up with zubai and we go
vivo and walk about, well, talk abt zubai,
she kan, for me je la, i really have to follow where she go,
if i suggest sumthing like go somewhere else, she will get bored,
so i just tail where ever she wan to go,
then even she say bored, its her decision...haha
so hangout with zubai and we talk abt our actual dreams,
for me i really wanted to go for the person who work on planes,
wat is it call again? i forgot...
and also being a model...a clothing models not only 1pair of cloth ohk..
so talk n talk, had a bit of laughs n we wait for rusy to finish her job,
we waited till 11.45, still not out, so we walk n saw her,
she was like finished crying, so talk to her for a while,
then we separate...we go home...

-31Jan2009-
Meet up with fatin and lyiannna i guess tats her spelling,
lol, took bus 168 to tamp,
meet up with shol, and from there we off to simei,
thinking that we r late,
but then, they r late, like wth,
Bob.., janji kol rape bob??
next time meet janji kol 12pm, n sure the rest will come at 1pm,
then dlm 2pm+,
when everyone reached, off we go to mr cris wedding,
lucky tat time we come, he didnt go up the stage yet,
he and his wife look beautiful in pink,
like a prince n princess, took picture...n my fav pic is
one picture next to mr cris pic...hahahaha,
its fatin...lol...
then me n fatin's group go off abt 3.30pm,
due to we got somthing, for me is meeting
my friends to watch movie...


-31Jan2009-
4.30pm
Was on the bus 168, otw to woodlands,
so i know still got time, cuz we meeting at 4pm,
3.30pm, shalini msg,
she say "sabri where r u? come faster, yoges beside me la"
haha i laugh, she keep on msging me every 5min,
so i know she cant take yoges,
n for sure yoges ask her stupid questions,
Eg:"Why you dont like me?"
hahaha...ya to say ones she open her mouth to ask questions,
i stress, cuz its always the same questions...
so reached there abt 4.30pm
quickly find them,
they say we watching BRIDE WARS,
never heard of tat,
its start at 5.25pm, so yoges wan to eat ABC..
Air Batu Campur...in english ice kacang,
hahaha, funny la she, she dont wan to sit bside shals but she wan sit bside me,
i was like why seh...
ok eat eat eat, me n shals disturb her...hahaha...
then we go up buy popcorns, so long seh the Q,
so waited lucky, we in time for the movies,
the movie was extreme funny n at the same time, very touching,
its abt bestfriends,
no offence yoges, if u not around, it would b better, cuz u laugh n talk so loud,
i didnt really enjoy it...
n when ppl watch movies, they concentrate on it, not ask questions...
then after tat, off i go to my auntie house...

MSg to yoges:
when u watch movies, never ask lots of questions or talk loudly,
unless everyone is making noises la...
and if u wan my friends number,
its better for you to actually ask them for their number,
i dont wan to give, its like if i give, n they dont like you
they will blame me, so
if u wan ask them ohk...
remember never ask stupid questions, n think b4 u talk....

PS:All the photos is already uploaded in my multiply.....

Monday, February 2, 2009

Contract! Injection! UNIFORM!!

Since Anis cant go NUH with us,
so i go alone,
meet up fatin n iqah at busstop abt 9.35am,
went up to lvl5 to sign contract,

BlaBLaBla..

The person ask us go check up n collect uniform,
shock la, tk tahu ade medical check up, sal tk prepare,
go lvl1 for check up,
give the person the letter,
wait a while, doris fatin n iqah gone in,
left me,
TEET!!! My number come out,
seram seh, i was cold n the doctor was very gentle seh,
the way he touch me is like im fragile..lol
check my BP, 140/60 la seh,
the doctor say,

"You got High Blood Pressure??"

I say

"No..No"

Doctor Say

"Scared Is it?"

I Just Smile...
Take out the needle, b brave, so i look
at hm poke me, was like wow, must b sharp....
HAHAHAHa...

Blablabla...
Go collect our uniform,
happily try uniform, im SIZE "M"!!!
im happy..lol,
then size shoe, the person say, i need to go bhiend,
so we go lunch,
doris go hm, 1st Hug Hug...
collect my shoe,
the box slippery,
so i accidentally slip it...malu la seh....

Then we sperate, iqah meeting her mum kat CWP,
me n fatin go bugis,
lucky not much ppl, still lots la, but not so many,
check bus 960 go woodlands or not,
bought our stuff,
go eat at MAC...fun la going out with her,
we laugh n laugh,
insyaallah la girl, we go out again...
took bus, took out my headset, n sleep...

Reach hm...showed my lil bro my uniform,
he said,

"EEEE...tk lawanye...plain seh"

i got heart pain seh dgr,
malas ah nak tunjok my bro my uniform,
wait for mum to come hm,
she look touch my unifrom, n she say i know how it look already,
i was like,

"Bu...ibu lom bukak n tengok lagi"

she said

"Ibu tahu, rupenye camne,
die putih n ade green line kat lengan kan...?"


teros my face turn like tis =.=!!

dah la, next time, if i got anything new, i wont tell any of my fam,hahaha
time for MJ12, nights....

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Tagged...

Rules must be followed:
Each blogger must post this rules.
Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.
Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things and post this rules.
Don't forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and are to read your blog.

10 Random Facts about me.
-2moro i sign contract with NUH
-im using a 3year old handphone
-i love to dress up.
-no money to buy new stuff.
-my love for a lover wont b given bck
-my house is in a mess.
-i live in woodlands.
-i dislike a guy who works in KFC!
-i feel fat.
-i love my 2siblings & mum

1. Who's the person that tagged you?
- atikaANDARI...

2. Relationship between you and him/her?
- my bestie, my friend, my listenner, my neighbour, my classmate..

3. Three impressions of her?
- Entertainer
- Love To Laugh
- Never Betray A Fren

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
Bite Ur Own Tongue B4 U say Enemy.

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
- Hey, lets watch a movie tis weekend? in the house..

6. Characteristic I like about myself?
- Lovable...

7. Characteristic I hate about myself?
- Stubbon..

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
- Shut Ur Ugly Lips And Stay Away From Me...

9. What do people feel about you?
- Some Like Me...Some Hate Me...As Usual...

10. Your crush?
- I do have one n i just plain adore him, yet he ignore me...

People who need do this:
- Khai!!! you know who u r...
- Zubaidah...!!
- Syafarina =p
- Kiki XD

Have fun ppl, i tagged u already...have to write sumthing...HAHAHA...