Happy Birthday

Happy 15th Bithday Brother

Dear Diary,

Today is officially my youngest brother's 15th birthday, i bought my bro a guitar as he wanting to learn how to play one...while my mum bought him the phone he always wanted, kinda happy for him, but a sad thing for me as i cant really celebrate his birthday, due im on night shift, ya i cried just before i left house, but he understands i had to go for work...

i dont wan to blame anyone. but thought of celebrating my bro birthday before i go to work, but a few relative came, n everything had to b delayed, but mum insist him to cut a cake for me so i could taste it during my break tat time...but by my bro face, he is very happy with his presents...

To Dear Brother,
No matter how naughty you r, no matter how irritating u could b, u will always b my young brother, Happy Birthday, may god lend you his cleverness n may u pass ur final year of exams n proceed to SEC4 n soon on...love you very much....

ALERT!!!!

Singapore confirms first case of swine flu

SINGAPORE (AFP) – A 22-year-old Singaporean woman who returned from New York has tested positive for swine flu, in the city-state's first confirmed case, the Ministry of Health said.

"Singapore has confirmed its first case of influenza A(H1N1)," the ministry said in a statement.

It said the patient was being treated at a communicable disease centre and was in a stable condition.

The woman was in New York from May 14-24, returning on a Singapore Airlines flight on Tuesday, during which she developed a cough.

The ministry said all her "close contacts" will be quarantined and provided with antiviral medication.

Dear Diary,

Today i heard singapore have her own 1st case of swine flu, n i also heard its at TTSH, im like OMG OMG, i dont wan to lose my students, i need help seh, n with swine flu alert, the N95 mask, gown, gloves, all need to wear, walau, with the enviroment, i will b sweating from head till toe seh, hidayah u still remember how we sweat? horrible rite...HAHA...students make me wan to stay in the ward, cuz with them around, i felt like i got sumone to talk to...u should know wat i mean...

niways, god please dont let the swine flu get spreaded, as a nurse im already tired wearing all tat stuff....

Give Up On Touch...

Konicewa!!!!

Nokia E71 (Red)

Hey peeps. I found the phone of my life, its simple, new, unique and easy-friendly, although its kinda different from my previous phone, idk, cuz from wat i understand from new phone is the image of the phone, using of the phone, n i totally gave up hope on touch phone, cuz its kinda hard to use, n for ur infor, my fingers r big, kinda hard to touch the correct number or alphabet...

Look At the boot...Tat type i kinda into now....

N now im kinda wanting to buy boots, kinda cool la when see Korean dancers wear it, hopefully the one i choose suits me...
Got to go now, kinda sleepy....buhbye....

Sayonara!!!

Offended....

Dear Diary,

Hey ppls, im really offended with peeps now a days, i felt like crying why m im born n tested by being soft, i heard tis everywhere, especially from couples or group of friends, when they r bored, they do tis, the boys will act soft n gayish, n the girl will like pinch or punch the boys for not doing tat, cuz they dont like it if their bfs r soft n gayish...or they had to talk abt it, IM SERIOUSLY OFFENDED!!! i know they dont intend to hurt anyone but they do it for fun, but imagine a person like me struggling to hang on, u know me, im SOFT n ppls 1st impression is GAY!, i cant hang on...even IF a girl likes me, they will wan a guy guy type of guy in their heart...

Sial la!!! why m i born to b like tis??!! i dont wan to b tis....!!
i cant b or act myself, after i bloghop or hear tis everywhere...
AHHH I HATE BEING MYSELF!!! Cuz ppl hate my kind!!
guess wat. ppls 1st question to me is, "Are you gay?"

N being an eldest among my siblings, i dont think i suit to b their brother, after i heard from my bro tat my sister had a god-bro, i felt jealous, know why, she hang out with him more then she hang out with me, n tis is wat i say, "along kan abg die, tapi die suke keluar dgn abg-angkat die tak pun dgn along", n guess wat my bro say "pasal along -------" when he say pasal along, i look at him, he stop his sentence n just give me a huge smile, i know wat he is thinking...why dont u say it brother?!!

Ya i heard it b4, im boring, im out of fashion, im not enjoyable, im not fun to b with, n im soft...YA!! who would love to have a soft brother who is sacred of here n there, who cry, who is manje, ya ppl why not u say it in my face?!!

I knew tis for a long time but i kept quiet, but now its overloaded, n tis is the cause of my temper, i get angry very easily, n easy get offended...

IM SOFT PPL!!! HATE ME!!! THROW N FORGET ME!!!

Cant take it with this iphone...

KONICEWA!!!!!

LG Viewty ku990

Hey Peeps, this is the phone tat i always wanted, ya its wrong for me to buy this iphone, always thinking wat model is it, then when i know my fren has it, i ask her str8, so there it is, i found it...wee....im grabbing tis phone when the time is right...iphone ur life line with me isnt going to b long...HAHAHA!!

So currently, its on sale, who want to buy my iphone, i will give it half prize, its not expansive, im totally serious...i bought it cheap and 1st hand, so im selling to u peeps even cheaper, its still in good condition, dont need an itune to put in songs, have TV in it, plus, it have bluetooth, unlike original iphone, it could carry up to two sim card n two memory SD card, hmm it could hold up to 8gb, just for ur peeps infor, dont treat it like an original iphone cuz its kinda different internally,...oh once u buy it no refund, date due till june 11, more infor or review just tag or call me...if no one buying it, im kinda need to trade it in...n oh it will b 2months old in june...

Ok, u peeps might hear it very valuable n its stupid for me to sell it, but i have a psp n an mp3 player, so iphone isnt the thing for me...to me its not worth having it...the purpose of me buying a new phone is to have it touch screen, n i dont like keyboard, i prefer keypad like....

Anything to ask...feel free to tag...


SAYONARA!!!!

Sudden Lonliness

Dear Diary,

Since yesterday i cant go out with kak su, so i make a deal for myself, to ask her out today, so i msg fazli too, kak su was ok, fazli cant due to his business thingy...

Went to her house 1st, since she got tis view DVD tat is cool, i love the hotels for dogs but the story line for despero (the mouse with big ears) was super boring, i was like falling a sleep when watching...then kak su called kak nurul, so we went out to catch a movie The Ramen Girl, haha, the movie was dam funny...

The going home part is the sad part, fazli couldnt make it, n when one of my girlfren said a sec school classmate is making a reunion for my sec classmate, i was like oh no, for sure he will b there cuz he is the 1st to know tat, im kinda upsad cuz all the past came back to me at once, khairul is the person im talking abt, like ppl say forgive n forget, but i can only forgive but i will still remember, i almost cried cuz all the way bck hm, tears r rolling on my eye ball...

WatEver It is, im not letting him into me, he cant b my fren, cuz in his mind is always love and lies, idk if he still remember me n fazli...

Im A Virgin In Night Shift...

KONECIWA!!!!


My very 1st night shift as an EN, its was super tiring, n when u got to work, u need to b extremely fast, the distributing of clothings, the changing of burate n normal saline, both of tis i need to do it to all my patients in the ward...since im with uncle mike, im sort of ok la, not really tiring, but sleepy, since uncle mike n joyce were there, n i felt so sleepy, after my 3am para, i go inside the staff room n sleep, i slept for 1hour n start my hypocount n 7am para, uncle mike say, if i think i cant finish on time, do half hour b4 the actual time...thank god i finish my para, n left with my weight taking, poor joyce even with an extra helping hands, she cant finish as fast as uncle mike...hahaha!!! i ask her if i can take the weight machine, she say help her a bit, so i did, since i finish my para, so i help her, finish my staffs, top up my injection trolley, n set home, reach hm, i salam my mum n i lay on my sofa, n sleep till 3pm, hahaha....

My 2nd night, i heard from joyce tat we r separated to 3teams, i was like, am i going to b alone?? i dont wan to b alone, scary, then uncle mike gone down to visit his wife, so left with me n joyce, since yesterday i came late, i didnt get to distribute the burate n normal saline, so joyce pulled me, so we both do the distributing of clothings n burate, most of the time joyce will b supervising me while i do the distributing, kinda fun giving ppl clothings...the burate we have to confirm with the staff nurse, cuz if we change but not use for wat rite...lucky for me suhanna gone home a bit late, so i could check the charts n let her know wat she didnt do...then the night was tiring cuz one of the patient keep on calling n calling, when i got the time n got bored, either i will go to the pantry n drink milo n biskuit or talk to hazel, since in all of the ppl there, she is the only one who's age isnt a big different to me....haha so if its finish u know who to find ar...haha...my 2nd night i cant sleep due to my patient who is calling n calling n one of my patient although restrain already can still take out n walk....so tis time joyce got the opportunity to sleep, in the DOCTOR'S ROOM, got air-con, im jealous...so once again the 3am para, the 7am para n hypocount n trolly top-up...gone hm, sleep till 5pm n now im writing my blog...

Note:-
I heard from mouth of my friend, tat yesterday someone complain tat i didnt top up my trolley, n i was like, HEY! i did top up ok, didnt u see, the day b4, the trolley wasnt top up when i last check it, so its not my fault tat its little n not fully full...DAMM u ppl who loves to blame me for wat i didnt do...


SAYONARA!!!!

Some Quizes I Took....

August

You have an outgoing personality. You tend to take risks. You feed on attention. You generally have no self control. You are kind hearted, self confident, loud and boisterous. You are VERY revengeful. You're easy to get along with and easy to talk to. You have an 'everything's peachy' attitude. You like talking and singing but you absolutely love music. You're a daydreamer so you're easily distracted. You hate not being trusted. You have a BIG imagination. You love to be loved. You absolutely hate studying. You will always be in need of 'that someone'. You long for freedom and you're rebellious when withheld or restricted. You live by 'no pain no gain' caring. You're playful, mysterious and 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. You tend to be stubborn, curious, independent, and strong willed. You will always be a fighter.

Phlegmatic

You are an easy going, caring, and kind person. Some Phlegmatics have an amazing sense of humor and can crack jokes without even a grin. You tend to get along well with most anyone and keep most things to yourself. You are always looking for the easy way to do things and often procrastinate. Phlegmatics are generally attracted to Cholerics of the opposite sex.

Happy Go Lucky!

you tend to go with the flow and alot of ppl admire about that, u easily make friends and can keep them without discomfort. your very loyal and honest and if something doesnt suit you, you get over it easily. Laid back is the way you like to live!

Jealousy N I think Regret

KONICEWA!!!!!

Hey peeps, i heard from atika tat she is finishing her probation in a months time, n i was like, WTH i got like 2more months, atika got work later then i do, n she finish her probation 1st, dam rite...n i also got tis depression tat i cant pass my probation cuz i cant work in the ward environment, stressing seh, somemore with the sister, i see the sister face je, i felt lost n confused...n with my lack of knowledge i can die sia...kak jamilah also finish her probation...haiz...

Sumsong i900 Omnia

Iphone

N peeps i got tis feeling of regret buying my iphone, its hard to use, idk but its not really my idol phone, then i see peeps using sumsong omnia, i felt ok mayb i should get tat one, i dont care abt the games n how much of gig is inside a phone, its a phone btw, n i got mp3 for my music...iphone make me feel rich, but i tell u...toublsome...im confused, b4 i go change my phone, please help me, i need u guys opinion on should i keep iphone or not? just telling u guys, i dont feel great using a phone tat i dont really like...but hey opinion is still an opinion...please ppl, help me....

SAYONARA!!!!

NEWS Part 2

KONICEWA!!!!!!!!


NS letter has dropped again inside my letter box, tis one is after the medical check up i gone to...

Tis is when i got to know which department i was assigned to, ones i open it, found a green letter, read it n i was assigned to SINGAPORE INFANTRY REGIMENT!!! read it, tat we r the 1st in line, so i will b learning how to manage a rifle, guns and more...just by talking abt it, its scary, n i can imagine it, must b tiring n trainning is tough...

And i heard also, fazli was assigned there too, SAME timing as me, but damm, he is schooling, cant go NS, so he got to defer, Bestie if only you didnt choose to continue schooling, we could go NS together...

Ok since, they wan me go 4weeks earlier cuz of my NAPHA, so now onwards, im going to train myself, i wan to pass my tis four weeks...

To all my peers, just prepare some money, n sometime for me, cuz who knows anytime i might ask u all to go out with me...i got 3 groups of friends to go out with,
Atika-Aishah-Zubai-Afiq-Asyraf-Shikin
Fatin-Syafiqah-Rashika
Fazli-Khairulnizam-GodSister
Syafiqah A-Shakilla and Gang
this r the groups, but if others who wan to meet or go out out as a group, do plan ohk, invite me too...


SAYONARA!!!!!

Tonsilitis....

KONICIWA!!!


Hey peeps, sorry for not updating, lots of happening things happen to me but just to lazy to update..haha my bad..

ok recently on the 6th may, my fever was 38.7 so from work i was send home, but b4 i go hm i went to the staff clinic...the dr say i got tonsilitis, the only name i could remember was fauziah, sorry girl...HAHA...fever got highr next day 39.5 n i got diarrea, omg i got scared...so i drink alot, eat my medicene n take a cold shower, n i keep on finding sumthing to cool my body down...n thank got, by night my body temp was 38...

3rd day tat is 2day, was waking up from sleep every 2hours just to go toilet, wasnt had enough sleep, my head spins, when i tried to drink milo, the taste of vomitus just came out of my taste bud, n i just ran to the toilet n vomit all out...then b4 i could call the ward, sister anna called me, asking if im well to go to work or not...then i say im not well, as i will go c dr again...she also said tonsilitis but the cuz of my diarrea was the antibiotic tat was given to me last time...

with the new type of medication given, i felt all alive now, n a bit better, hope tomoro i could come to work...gtg now, tomoro my am shift....


SAYORARA!!!!