Dear Diary,
I dont think i got hope to live in tis world, its hopless if someone tries to help...all the things i want to get in tis world i can't get it...like changing to wat i always wanted that is a guy...whenever i think i can achived it surly someone tries to distub, like distub by calling me names, all that i can't take it, it really hurts my feelings and from making me change but it become worst...i totally had it aready, enough of all tis noncence...
Words I HATE!!!!
-Bapok
-Sutun
-Gay
-Gentle (Refering To My Attitude)
-Soft
WHAT EVER TO DO WITH MY ATTITUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it, i hate it, i hate it, if only god allow to kill ourself, i will b the first one to kill myself.
For wat i can see, only 4people understand want i'm going to, but then they can't help much, i hate myself.
YA ALLAH AMBIL LA NYAWA KU, AKU DAH TAK TAHAN HIDUP DGN SEMUA NI
(Dear God, please take my soul, i can't take it living in tis condition)
To Friends who encorage me to dont think of all this but i'm sorry,i'm abit at the edge of a huge mountain....i'm almost giving up on life soon....waiting for god to take my soul...LOVE U ALL!!!!
