Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Got Duit Raya From NTWU (i guess mummy's company)
Dear Diary,
2day is the day tat i'm going to recived scholaship from my mum's company, wah for duing well last year, weee....when i go up on stage to recived the cheque, i was like breathing so fast, although tis is the 2nd time recived on stage, i still dont really dare to go up stage alone...wahh, i guess u all dont belived i got scholaship rite, i will upload the picture of the un-open envolape tat has my name on it...weeee
so consider duit raya ni...haha...additional a few hundred...weee...so i got more then hafiz....hahahaha, so hafiz, cant challange me anymore...kakakakaka.
2day is the day tat i'm going to recived scholaship from my mum's company, wah for duing well last year, weee....when i go up on stage to recived the cheque, i was like breathing so fast, although tis is the 2nd time recived on stage, i still dont really dare to go up stage alone...wahh, i guess u all dont belived i got scholaship rite, i will upload the picture of the un-open envolape tat has my name on it...weeee
so consider duit raya ni...haha...additional a few hundred...weee...so i got more then hafiz....hahahaha, so hafiz, cant challange me anymore...kakakakaka.
Friday, October 26, 2007
I'm Stuck In Between Both Genders
Dear Diary,
I'm a guy with a girl heart, i felt so abnormal...this feeling is so hard for me, i got to fight the girl in me, its darn hard...now also i felt like i'm running from my friends...also dont know why, i always wan to b alone...then i cry suddenly, read my log book then i cry, cause i cant take it seh, my friends was like so fast, n when i got something i cant cant get it seh, like 2day, my NG tube was inside the patient stomach, then one of the preceptors came in n said to me n my AN, since she was there, she will c me insert the NGT, i was really confident, then when checking the 2nd test, i heard the wooshooing sound but the preceptor say no dont have, even my AN said ya have wat, furthermore, she put it at he wrong area, then she insert 2-3times then go in, i learn wat the school teach, n i do it loh, its not my fault, then i cant get the initial sign, argh!!! i just cant look at suhaimi when i heard i cant get my initial signed, he said i was fast, kepale hotak die la, he is faster then me some more, i was like trying my best to do my skills, today i got to work at Farah cubical, guess wat, i only got 1 patient left, afternoon then 2new patient came in, n when i got the admission sign, now everyone was trying their best to look for admission...hmm how come when i got admission everyone one to get one also...funny seh, when others have admission, no one was really looking for one seh, hahaha, shafila, thanks for being with me during admission, i will b struggling with kelly, hahaha...
got really fed-up with the presenter, wanted to b alone during break but too bad, cant seh...i wan to try to 4get the NGT insertion with the SN but the suhaimi was there, really embarrassed everytime c him seh. SOB!SOB!SOB!SOB!
I'm a guy with a girl heart, i felt so abnormal...this feeling is so hard for me, i got to fight the girl in me, its darn hard...now also i felt like i'm running from my friends...also dont know why, i always wan to b alone...then i cry suddenly, read my log book then i cry, cause i cant take it seh, my friends was like so fast, n when i got something i cant cant get it seh, like 2day, my NG tube was inside the patient stomach, then one of the preceptors came in n said to me n my AN, since she was there, she will c me insert the NGT, i was really confident, then when checking the 2nd test, i heard the wooshooing sound but the preceptor say no dont have, even my AN said ya have wat, furthermore, she put it at he wrong area, then she insert 2-3times then go in, i learn wat the school teach, n i do it loh, its not my fault, then i cant get the initial sign, argh!!! i just cant look at suhaimi when i heard i cant get my initial signed, he said i was fast, kepale hotak die la, he is faster then me some more, i was like trying my best to do my skills, today i got to work at Farah cubical, guess wat, i only got 1 patient left, afternoon then 2new patient came in, n when i got the admission sign, now everyone was trying their best to look for admission...hmm how come when i got admission everyone one to get one also...funny seh, when others have admission, no one was really looking for one seh, hahaha, shafila, thanks for being with me during admission, i will b struggling with kelly, hahaha...
got really fed-up with the presenter, wanted to b alone during break but too bad, cant seh...i wan to try to 4get the NGT insertion with the SN but the suhaimi was there, really embarrassed everytime c him seh. SOB!SOB!SOB!SOB!
sorry if there is always no pictures,
really buzy to even take picture
so sorry
if my blog bored u all
Thursday, October 25, 2007
A Day At SIMS && Raya-ing
Dear Diary,
2day morning, i went for SIM training, well to me personally, tis term one was much much fun then last time SIM, also dont know why, maybe because of the teachers, 1st was admission, guess which teacher i got? got MRS TANG, my CP teacher, wah...see her already wan to sleep but then when she got into conversation, over all its not so bad at all, she was funny, n over all with other teacher, she is the only one who goes through the strength n weaknesses, others ask to write ourself...ceh, we do have some visitors but then r not tat bad, when heard from other countries, thought it could b a wow lady or n feeweet guy, but too bad, they were so called old looking and their nursing is not really same as ours, n additional was a old Chinese Asia looking lady, but they we helpfully in some ways n so far i only heard 2voices from 4 of them, cool...
After SIM, got tired, walk hm with suhaimi, fila n raudah, thinking of calling suhaimi haimi, his name is like so long, nvm la, k anyways, raudah bought us old cung kee epok-epok, thanks raudah, i did not really entertain much so i just kept quiet n laugh with its funny, found a place to sit, so all 4 of us sat n start talking, exchanging HP, n me listening to my songs, its so not nice loh, embarrassed with fila cause she is like updated n i'm not, haha...so Meet up with Kak Su, at causeway point, as she wan to go my house for hari raya, i invite her loh, then she go with me, reach my house, have only 1/2hours to change my clothing into my hari raya clothing, bath n do some touch up on my face so it dont look sleepy, did have fun. Went to kak su house, meet up with fazli, then lastly we went to guess who?? KAK ZARINA house, i guess u all know her rite, the AN in ward41?? her house was wonderful, well decorated, all looks so new, her sis n bro was there too, the bro ar, hot la...no la, he is cute but cant say kte pikat kan, its just n admire, will wear off some day, hahaha...me kak su n fazli talk abt on khairul.
Khairul, got fed-up with me n fazli for not going Raya-ing with him, well hello its not our fault, our schedule was different so cant really plan, although its always last min, sure we can go, only him sure got reason, tis sun, going kak su house with fazli, meeting up with khairul, since khairul is going there earlier, he also dont know, i will try to talk to him n explain things, if he dont wan to understand us, its up to him, if he still think me n fazli still his frens, we can accpect but we cant accpect his attitude towards us...we r like a touch n go friends u know, he will come to us when needed n felt left out, n will forget us ones he got a gf or a new friend...my hand is felt so itchy, tempting to slap him on his face, 2time will wake him up.
2day morning, i went for SIM training, well to me personally, tis term one was much much fun then last time SIM, also dont know why, maybe because of the teachers, 1st was admission, guess which teacher i got? got MRS TANG, my CP teacher, wah...see her already wan to sleep but then when she got into conversation, over all its not so bad at all, she was funny, n over all with other teacher, she is the only one who goes through the strength n weaknesses, others ask to write ourself...ceh, we do have some visitors but then r not tat bad, when heard from other countries, thought it could b a wow lady or n feeweet guy, but too bad, they were so called old looking and their nursing is not really same as ours, n additional was a old Chinese Asia looking lady, but they we helpfully in some ways n so far i only heard 2voices from 4 of them, cool...
After SIM, got tired, walk hm with suhaimi, fila n raudah, thinking of calling suhaimi haimi, his name is like so long, nvm la, k anyways, raudah bought us old cung kee epok-epok, thanks raudah, i did not really entertain much so i just kept quiet n laugh with its funny, found a place to sit, so all 4 of us sat n start talking, exchanging HP, n me listening to my songs, its so not nice loh, embarrassed with fila cause she is like updated n i'm not, haha...so Meet up with Kak Su, at causeway point, as she wan to go my house for hari raya, i invite her loh, then she go with me, reach my house, have only 1/2hours to change my clothing into my hari raya clothing, bath n do some touch up on my face so it dont look sleepy, did have fun. Went to kak su house, meet up with fazli, then lastly we went to guess who?? KAK ZARINA house, i guess u all know her rite, the AN in ward41?? her house was wonderful, well decorated, all looks so new, her sis n bro was there too, the bro ar, hot la...no la, he is cute but cant say kte pikat kan, its just n admire, will wear off some day, hahaha...me kak su n fazli talk abt on khairul.
Khairul, got fed-up with me n fazli for not going Raya-ing with him, well hello its not our fault, our schedule was different so cant really plan, although its always last min, sure we can go, only him sure got reason, tis sun, going kak su house with fazli, meeting up with khairul, since khairul is going there earlier, he also dont know, i will try to talk to him n explain things, if he dont wan to understand us, its up to him, if he still think me n fazli still his frens, we can accpect but we cant accpect his attitude towards us...we r like a touch n go friends u know, he will come to us when needed n felt left out, n will forget us ones he got a gf or a new friend...my hand is felt so itchy, tempting to slap him on his face, 2time will wake him up.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Love && Hate 2day
Dear Diary,
2day me n faizuan going to view the endoscopie, i guess tat the spelling...haha...wah its so fun, i c how they put it to the butt n from the mouth, wah, although i was not the one kena the scope, i can feel the pain the patient gone through...but fun, can c the inside n the doctor is like playing a game like tat u know, using the controler...haha...n his hand is like moving here n there...haha...thinking of working at the scopie thingy la, much fun then ward, n more relax, got one doctor, somemore not really serious u know, we make the room a ball room, he open the song, n while inserting, he sing n dance with the nurses there, but of couse la not a really dance one la, its funny, then one doctor came n really serious u know, stop the music n say he take over, omg...nvm, then abt 5pm seh we finish, haha, go for break n when i went bck to ward, i got 4hourly n 1 bladder wash out, wah, dam tiring, n i got bad mood for something, cant tell...but if u know its funny n for me its embarresing n ashame la...cried in the toilet b4 going bck hm, i guess no one knows...hahaha...tat great. n also i did not get my compitency for feeding...wah thinking of just today i can cry till i sleep seh, even now my eye is holding a bag of water...cant take it seh...i also got tis feeling i cant pass my 2nd term attachment n also felt like quiting nursing...now u all know a bit tat made me bad mood, the rest no need to know... hahahaha
k lah its late liao...gtg sleep, b4 tat, iron my clothes n eat abit, set alarm so wont b late to g sch. Read up on some of the skills...guess tat all, ok then...bye all...
2day me n faizuan going to view the endoscopie, i guess tat the spelling...haha...wah its so fun, i c how they put it to the butt n from the mouth, wah, although i was not the one kena the scope, i can feel the pain the patient gone through...but fun, can c the inside n the doctor is like playing a game like tat u know, using the controler...haha...n his hand is like moving here n there...haha...thinking of working at the scopie thingy la, much fun then ward, n more relax, got one doctor, somemore not really serious u know, we make the room a ball room, he open the song, n while inserting, he sing n dance with the nurses there, but of couse la not a really dance one la, its funny, then one doctor came n really serious u know, stop the music n say he take over, omg...nvm, then abt 5pm seh we finish, haha, go for break n when i went bck to ward, i got 4hourly n 1 bladder wash out, wah, dam tiring, n i got bad mood for something, cant tell...but if u know its funny n for me its embarresing n ashame la...cried in the toilet b4 going bck hm, i guess no one knows...hahaha...tat great. n also i did not get my compitency for feeding...wah thinking of just today i can cry till i sleep seh, even now my eye is holding a bag of water...cant take it seh...i also got tis feeling i cant pass my 2nd term attachment n also felt like quiting nursing...now u all know a bit tat made me bad mood, the rest no need to know... hahahaha
k lah its late liao...gtg sleep, b4 tat, iron my clothes n eat abit, set alarm so wont b late to g sch. Read up on some of the skills...guess tat all, ok then...bye all...
Monday, October 22, 2007
Can I Trust All Of U??
After wat suhaimi had done
to me
tat is disturb me...
wat do u think?
want me to 4give him?
anyway i did msg him
to stop
all the crap
tat his trying to do.
lol
like disturb me in a gay way la,
its irritating n annoying.
He ask
my permission to
let him read my blog.
Can i turst u on tat?
Will u
b kembang if kte puji awk?
I will
write my problems
in my blog,
so dont worry.
N to the girl,
if u wan pass
around people's blog
c the person
u talking 2
carefully
lucky tis guy, not really bad
if u pass
the girl i like
or my enermy
mampos, i will b dead seh
To my friends
who dont have
blog, sorry for the
long time decision
to disprivate
my blog.
Its a tough decision,
but hope
tis will
not happen again.
to me
tat is disturb me...
wat do u think?
want me to 4give him?
anyway i did msg him
to stop
all the crap
tat his trying to do.
lol
like disturb me in a gay way la,
its irritating n annoying.
He ask
my permission to
let him read my blog.
Can i turst u on tat?
Will u
b kembang if kte puji awk?
I will
write my problems
in my blog,
so dont worry.
Ones i let my blog
b disprivate,
i trust u and my friends
not to
repeat tis again.
N to the girl,
if u wan pass
around people's blog
c the person
u talking 2
carefully
lucky tis guy, not really bad
if u pass
the girl i like
or my enermy
mampos, i will b dead seh
N one more
thing, i hate to
put my blog in private
cause i wan my friends
to read n
comment on it
so when my
blog is private
i got worried
cause cant get
answers or comment
from friends...
To my friends
who dont have
blog, sorry for the
long time decision
to disprivate
my blog.
Its a tough decision,
but hope
tis will
not happen again.
NOW PEOPLE TAG ME...INCLUDING SUHAIMI, u read, tag me something on it...lol..not compulsory haha...
Love Today
Dear Diary,
2day was a really fun day, a lot of people in the morning, he did not disturb me any more but i can still c from his face, tamting to disturb tapi die cool jek..haha...thought he n me can do some partnership but then, he still prefer to do by himself, so cant convince him to stay in one cubical, wat i can c from him is tat, he like to work fast, i know la i'm slow kan...he is the type tat fast n furious one, skills all wan to get sign, abt the signature thing, we fight for the NGT thingy seh, MY PATIENT...but nvm, he found it first, go give it to him, still i also got signature for hand restrainer, so fair ar, he one i one...haha...still i felt he above then me, why n i feeling so jealous abt him??? NGT feeding, was really kancong seh, forget tis n tat, well at least if today i do some reading up, i could get competency, by next day, wooohooo...cant wait...if i got tis competency, i could c tat i'm the same lvl as him, or else, i feel so low seh, dgn fila, i already felt so behind...hack care la, do wat i can do.
2day was a really fun day, a lot of people in the morning, he did not disturb me any more but i can still c from his face, tamting to disturb tapi die cool jek..haha...thought he n me can do some partnership but then, he still prefer to do by himself, so cant convince him to stay in one cubical, wat i can c from him is tat, he like to work fast, i know la i'm slow kan...he is the type tat fast n furious one, skills all wan to get sign, abt the signature thing, we fight for the NGT thingy seh, MY PATIENT...but nvm, he found it first, go give it to him, still i also got signature for hand restrainer, so fair ar, he one i one...haha...still i felt he above then me, why n i feeling so jealous abt him??? NGT feeding, was really kancong seh, forget tis n tat, well at least if today i do some reading up, i could get competency, by next day, wooohooo...cant wait...if i got tis competency, i could c tat i'm the same lvl as him, or else, i feel so low seh, dgn fila, i already felt so behind...hack care la, do wat i can do.
I guess u all know la who is him...correct...
Ok Lah, need to do some reading up on NGT Feeding, the practice hands on...lol...invincible patient, ok la, at least something kan...somemore i'm imaginary person, i talk to myself most of the time, so tis is normal for me, haha...k lah, dont talk so much, come lets do some Reading up...weeee~~~~
Learning Objective: B fast when got skills, fight for skills, b KPO, don't get neverse, relax and pretend tis is one test tat should accomplish.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Hari Raya With My Sec Friends
Fazli&&Hanisah
Farina&&Hanisah
Me...Dont I look Adorable...hahaDear Diary,
Yesterday, me and friends go Raya together, me, fazli, zufarina and hanisah...we were very happy to c each other tat day, wah, can imagine we going to Raya together again, weee, really missed them alot, khairul did not join us due to going raya with friends, cant blame us cause we dont know tat day we on holiday....actaully we know, just make up a story, haha...we went to each other houses, and wah, i'm like the happiest person in the world to get to meet my friends again. We did not go raya for so long but we did have loaded of fun...Khairul, u missed the fun, but hope u had fun with ur friends. Love u my friends...miss u too...n friends from nusring, i will b with u on 3rd Nov, c u all there n take care...muckz
Yesterday, me and friends go Raya together, me, fazli, zufarina and hanisah...we were very happy to c each other tat day, wah, can imagine we going to Raya together again, weee, really missed them alot, khairul did not join us due to going raya with friends, cant blame us cause we dont know tat day we on holiday....actaully we know, just make up a story, haha...we went to each other houses, and wah, i'm like the happiest person in the world to get to meet my friends again. We did not go raya for so long but we did have loaded of fun...Khairul, u missed the fun, but hope u had fun with ur friends. Love u my friends...miss u too...n friends from nusring, i will b with u on 3rd Nov, c u all there n take care...muckz
Monday, October 15, 2007
[Hate]
Suhaimi
from tomoro onwards
u will not b reading my blog anymore
its private n only people i invite
will b allow to read my blog.
Until when ever i like.
N to the person who told him
abt my blog, i hope u r happy tat he disturb me...
my god bless u... =)
N Friends who dont have
blog to view my entry, i'm really sorry
but i got to do tis.
Can't take it people passing
my blog address,
around with out my knowing
Ones again Selamat Hari Raya...
Sunday, October 14, 2007
My Hari Raya Suxs All The Way
Dear Diary
To All My Muslim Friends SELAMAT HARI RAYA
Thank you for all the sweet Smses i got.
But tell u something, tis year raya, i screw up everything seh
I got really sad, cant cry in front of my cousins
well first thing i did was
After Sembahyang Raya, I Slept Till 6.30pm.
My Sis Hated The Raya Clothes I choose For Her due to she got buzy so cant come to choose her own clothes.
Got scolded by my auntie for sleeping till so late. [Cant do anything wat the house is in a mess.]
My cousin got puji by my granduncle for doing well.
Only raya 2 houses 2day.
Cant sleep at my grandmum house [father side] casue came back hm at 12.30pm.
Now I'm sheading tears while writting tis...
Why cant my 1st day of raya b the best, its always worst till go with my friends.
U all can c rite, its all my fault, and everyone is blamming me, even my cousin [father side].
well 2moro i will b facing them, just say i'm sorry even i dont know wat i did wrong...
K lah, again SELAMAT HARI RAYA...Love u all
To All My Muslim Friends SELAMAT HARI RAYA
Thank you for all the sweet Smses i got.
But tell u something, tis year raya, i screw up everything seh
I got really sad, cant cry in front of my cousins
well first thing i did was
After Sembahyang Raya, I Slept Till 6.30pm.
My Sis Hated The Raya Clothes I choose For Her due to she got buzy so cant come to choose her own clothes.
Got scolded by my auntie for sleeping till so late. [Cant do anything wat the house is in a mess.]
My cousin got puji by my granduncle for doing well.
Only raya 2 houses 2day.
Cant sleep at my grandmum house [father side] casue came back hm at 12.30pm.
Now I'm sheading tears while writting tis...
Why cant my 1st day of raya b the best, its always worst till go with my friends.
U all can c rite, its all my fault, and everyone is blamming me, even my cousin [father side].
well 2moro i will b facing them, just say i'm sorry even i dont know wat i did wrong...
K lah, again SELAMAT HARI RAYA...Love u all
Monday, October 8, 2007
First Day Of Attachment
Dear Diary
2day was the first day of attachment, got a bit nervous but tat when meet up with my friends, to me tis is nothing new, old friends n also old enviroment so not really much diffrent only some new stuff, system and new skills the do...wahhh...
Guess wat, miss rafika came to my ward n ask my friends hows their exam and their result, after meet her Mrs Thang switch grace and me the place, casue i'm at the female cubical, wah...n guess wat, i'm with the Mr SUHAIMI!!! AHHH...hmm, got stroke n teacher even ask me, why so shock to hear over the news...haha...but than today when i got to know suhaimi better, he is kinda ok only when he got bored he will start disturbing, weee finally i could control n not depending on my friends to tell him not to disturb me....haha...
Feet was hurtting due to nothing was done, meanning not work, only parameters and change of patients clothes...bored, cant sit, got warn by Mr Suhaimi himself not to sit, ='( nvm...abt 3pm we got breiffing with Mrs Thang, wah...still need to stand...abt 4+ we go hm, in the bus, i slept like a monster as i was shaking all over...haha...keep on bumpping the person next to me...hahaxx
Got hm, str8 away sleeping n wake for buke...hahax...k lah...now i wan to do wat is not done, then go sleep again...tomoro afternoon shift, sian la...hahax...byebye
2day was the first day of attachment, got a bit nervous but tat when meet up with my friends, to me tis is nothing new, old friends n also old enviroment so not really much diffrent only some new stuff, system and new skills the do...wahhh...
Guess wat, miss rafika came to my ward n ask my friends hows their exam and their result, after meet her Mrs Thang switch grace and me the place, casue i'm at the female cubical, wah...n guess wat, i'm with the Mr SUHAIMI!!! AHHH...hmm, got stroke n teacher even ask me, why so shock to hear over the news...haha...but than today when i got to know suhaimi better, he is kinda ok only when he got bored he will start disturbing, weee finally i could control n not depending on my friends to tell him not to disturb me....haha...
Feet was hurtting due to nothing was done, meanning not work, only parameters and change of patients clothes...bored, cant sit, got warn by Mr Suhaimi himself not to sit, ='( nvm...abt 3pm we got breiffing with Mrs Thang, wah...still need to stand...abt 4+ we go hm, in the bus, i slept like a monster as i was shaking all over...haha...keep on bumpping the person next to me...hahaxx
Got hm, str8 away sleeping n wake for buke...hahax...k lah...now i wan to do wat is not done, then go sleep again...tomoro afternoon shift, sian la...hahax...byebye
Sunday, October 7, 2007
A Day In My Room...Tiring
Dear Diary,
My Room, is totally in a huge mess, so i told mummy tat today i wan to clean n rearrange my room...so after eatting breakfast, i went to sleep, cant do cleanning when sleepy rite, so i go sleep...woke up wow, so late seh, around 2pm n mummy not yet hm, so i clean abit of my room, then go to religous reading class...around 4pm clean again my room, then when my mum reach hm, the room is still in a huge mess, so my mum relax for a while then help me, clean clean till time to buke, eat...then st8 after eatting, did my prayers then continue cleanning, n guess after changing position of my bed, my mum go bed and there is still loaded of things on the bed la, floor la, then all by myself, i go clean myself, guess wat time i finish everything? 3.30am, so decided to bath so, bath for 1/2 hour, wah felt fresh, look the time, no time to sleep, so on the comp, n forgot to update blog...lol...so woke up my mum, she was surprize by the change of the room...n oh ya not only i clean the place, i even mob the floor...wah...after eatting my breakfast, i str8 away, sleep...wat a day...tiring but lucky the cuboards n bed not tat heavy to move...phew my room is done, so now the other room where my mum sleep...its ok, give me muscles haha...
tats all bye...
My Room, is totally in a huge mess, so i told mummy tat today i wan to clean n rearrange my room...so after eatting breakfast, i went to sleep, cant do cleanning when sleepy rite, so i go sleep...woke up wow, so late seh, around 2pm n mummy not yet hm, so i clean abit of my room, then go to religous reading class...around 4pm clean again my room, then when my mum reach hm, the room is still in a huge mess, so my mum relax for a while then help me, clean clean till time to buke, eat...then st8 after eatting, did my prayers then continue cleanning, n guess after changing position of my bed, my mum go bed and there is still loaded of things on the bed la, floor la, then all by myself, i go clean myself, guess wat time i finish everything? 3.30am, so decided to bath so, bath for 1/2 hour, wah felt fresh, look the time, no time to sleep, so on the comp, n forgot to update blog...lol...so woke up my mum, she was surprize by the change of the room...n oh ya not only i clean the place, i even mob the floor...wah...after eatting my breakfast, i str8 away, sleep...wat a day...tiring but lucky the cuboards n bed not tat heavy to move...phew my room is done, so now the other room where my mum sleep...its ok, give me muscles haha...
tats all bye...
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Confused-Depressed && Worried
- Depression
- Being Alone
- Life Confusion
- Partner
- Family Problems
- Friends Problems
- Jealousy
- Humiliations
- Result
- Changes
- Differences
- Working Environment
- Me
Why Is All This Bothering Me, I cant really change it...I'm thinking too much...Got To Relax...
New Art Work....
Atika&Stich VS Arika&Stich
Me & Sister's Shade But Kinda Weird
ok people, do comment ok...weee~~
Could Done Better - A Day At God-Sis House Again :p
My Very First Pink ItemDear Diary,
Yesterday was 3Oct meanning result came out, i go n have a look at my own result, i felt sad as i did improve but very tiny, so i decided to ask around my friends knowing how was their result, when i saw how was their result, i got shock of my life tat most of them won me n improve a lot...well they r my friends n i wold like congratz to u all for doing well in ur results... =) At night, b4 sleeping i cried alot till i felt a sleep, thinking weather i can make it during my life as a nursing student n looking at my future if i did not improve a lot, i cant get into poly...well sabri u did ur best n did imroved a bit, try to do better next year...
Yesterday also, after knowing my result, go to my god-sis place with fazli, did got there around 6pm...well, like usual my god-sis was really buzy cooking and me and fazli help out like cleanning the table to eat, help to cook a bit, do jelly for raya, haha...did got a bit sweaty but it was really fun...after buke, was supposed to go teraweh, i got a bit lazy n so does my god-sis, fazli was really into going to teraweh, but hehe, me n kak su pursuade him not to go, since we did not have much time together...n fazli too abt 10mins to decide and yes he did not go...hehe...was happy...help god-sis do her art for the children at her school, meanning she is kindergaten teacher...cool rite...we help n watch tv tilll abt 10+ then god-sis sister came hm, n guess wat, she bought us (me&fazli) present, for our belated birthday, me n fazli like twin u know, same thing but diffrent colour...like me n atika, same type of doll but diffrent size...correct atika??...haha...guess wat, its my fav colour, pink watch...weeeee...really happy...but of course la, she called the house n ask me n fazli wat colour we love most...my very first pink item recived from anyone...so gone hm after Rasia Perkawinan...
Reach hm abt 11.15pm, really excited to show everyone, wat my another god sis gave me, but it's really sad cause my mum n sis's face changes when i show her my pink watch, and again a while later told her i wan a pink PSP, n her face really change n said "Jgn la pilih pink, tak takut ke org panggil Along ni sutun??" was really upset, is it wrong to even have a pink item, its a fav colour somemore, told her my result, got sad again, well i dont care, really appriciate my 2nd god-sis, as for my god-sis, she promised us (me&fazli) tat she wan to take us to SNOW CITY to have fun there....weeee~~~ cant wait till tat day...
PS:Wishing people around me would understand me, i will never love boys, tat a promised but i will never promised to hate pink items, 2 things made me sad, result+family hate me to have pink= sadness&&depression
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
My Day With My God-Sister && Darling Fazli
God-sis (Kak Su), Fazli && MeDear Diary
Today, went to Geylang with my god-sister named Surayah call her Kak Su, really had fun, we went first cause fazli cant make it b4 6pm cause he go work to do, so me n kak su went walking around Geylang, for so long n only this year i got a bit open to her and talk to her then being quiet all the time. At abt 6.45pm, fazli called n he said where t meet, kak su ask me where are but newbie me i dont know where we are, i just follow n not knowing where we are...hahaha...Lucky kak su know where to go n ask fazli to stop at the nearby 7eleven...haha...we buke at the nearby banquet and the chicken rice was a lot seh, i finish lasts...haha...so we walk n walk, buy food and eat...nothing much.
About 9pm, kak su lil sister tat is kak hos, bought her food and we head to coffee bean, the drink there was super, i bought vanilla while kak su n fazli bought pure chocolate...n yuck its disgusting...around 9.45pm decided to head back hm, took cab n kak su drop me at bukit batok mrt n i go hm...its a long time since we had much fun...
N khairul, u missed all the fun, due to ur lie to kak su for the 2nd or 3rd time in tis month, but kak su dont care him, haha...if he is reading, do think of ur week b4 asking us to buke together outside...not last min then cancel....hate it ok...
Ps: Khairul is my Sec Classmate...not the Tall Tall Khairul in Class 'A' ok...
Monday, October 1, 2007
I Dont Think About It - Emily Osment
This Is Song Really Meant A Lot For People Like Me...It Talks Abt Life...Love The Music && Wooohooo...I Think she Is Cute...
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
missunderstood
everybody feels that way sometimes
uh oh oh
i wish i could fit in with all the rest
but i
uh oh oh
got my own style
got my own way
i dont care what people say yeah
cause I don't think about it
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
being myself there ain't no doubt about it
i won't cry any tears
i'll just live without fear
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it
a shooting star
twinkling across the sky at night
uh oh oh
near or far
wishing everything would be alright
uh oh oh
got my own dreams
got my own plans
gonna get there anyway i can
cause I don't think about it
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
being myself there ain't no doubt about it
i won't cry any tears
i'll just live without fears
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it
got my own style
got my own way
i don't care what people say yeah
cause I dont think about it
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
being myself there ain't no doubt about it
i won't cry any tears
i'll just live without fear
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
being myself there ain't no doubt about it
i won't cry any tears
i'll just live without fear
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it
think about it
think about it
oh i know i don't
think about it
woah oh oh yeah
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
missunderstood
everybody feels that way sometimes
uh oh oh
i wish i could fit in with all the rest
but i
uh oh oh
got my own style
got my own way
i dont care what people say yeah
cause I don't think about it
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
being myself there ain't no doubt about it
i won't cry any tears
i'll just live without fear
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it
a shooting star
twinkling across the sky at night
uh oh oh
near or far
wishing everything would be alright
uh oh oh
got my own dreams
got my own plans
gonna get there anyway i can
cause I don't think about it
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
being myself there ain't no doubt about it
i won't cry any tears
i'll just live without fears
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it
got my own style
got my own way
i don't care what people say yeah
cause I dont think about it
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
being myself there ain't no doubt about it
i won't cry any tears
i'll just live without fear
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
being myself there ain't no doubt about it
i won't cry any tears
i'll just live without fear
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it
think about it
think about it
oh i know i don't
think about it
woah oh oh yeah
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it
I don't think about it
I dont think about it
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