Monday, March 30, 2009

My Wish To Get Out Of Ward

There tis AN, she never wan to help me, never wan to even think of my suffering as a newbie in tat ward...she thinks im a AN there tat work for so long is it...everytime im afternoon shift i worried my night AN would b her, n everytime its always her, kinda irritated...n everytime its time for me to go home, she will pull me as lots of think tat an afternoon AN suppose to do, but its only a minor thing seh, she can always do it herself seh...sucky right...hate her...she make me hate the ward, she is worst then the sister ward...n guess wat im right abt her, almost every AN there hate her when they got to b with her...

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Underwater World

Dear Diary,

Today went out with my god-sisters n fazli, we went underwater world, i so miss tat place, with all the fishes n guess wat we visited the dolphins, its so cute n pink, did took lots of pictures of the fishes n us...cant say much cuz really i did enjoy my day there n the weather is great, it didnt even rain when we were there...

2 things i didnt get,
- picture with the snake
- picture with the dolphins

tis two one day im so going to get it...really will...idc cuz its ones in the life time...
pictures will b updated soon~

Friday, March 27, 2009

Meeting My Primary Friends






Today after morning shift, i went to meet my pri sch mates, kinda forget most of their names, but after today kinda ingat2 la...hahaha, miss them, btw its not only girls i met, there were guys too, only tat they not really into the photo-taking, so i followed the girls...then i got to leave early cuz next day im morning shift n in need to sleep early...btw pri friends, do make more of tis outting, i really enjoy my day there, although i didnt talk much n im sick tat day so i cant laugh out loud...haha...MISS ALL OF U...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Days At Chalet

Chalet is fun, with all my cousin's friends, with my sister's friends, with all my cousins...i did had great fun...i cant say much cuz its so fun...soon the pictures will b updated...

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Misunderstandings...

Dear Diary,

There is this NYP girl, dont wan to say her name, she is find n ohk to b with as a working partner. You all know right tat my language is Kite Awak, n she take it wrongly, now in her mind im flirty, ohk let me tell u why, a patient is crying due to sumthing, n she say, "hey ur baby is crying" n i answer "Kite nye baby?" in english "My baby?" but she thought i say "Kitenye Baby..." in english "Our Baby..." n she think differently n got it all wrong, n she say "EEEEWWW i got my own baby ohk", pointing to her ring, in my mind, i thought she was refering to the patient but she was referring to the word i use...so i sound her, explaining to her tat im use to the word Kite awk, not me n us...but she dont understand, she repeat the EEEWW part...

Im trying again to get her tomoro, if she think differently again, i will sound until she understand...

To Fatin,
Abt u n passerby n bloghopper, dont care abt them, cuz their fashion abt girl wearing tudong is not updated, even u wear tube there will sure b sumthing cover inside the tube, a long sleeved t-shirt or tights...n u wore jeans for the legs, for bloghopper, his fashion is all girl wearing tudong only wear baju kurong, n long skirts, so girl, ur fashion is still stable, u could try more, im still waiting for a girl wearing tudong wore a short leg jumper...im sure it will b cool...n cute...new teenager's trend..btw fatin, imysm, like so long never see each other like tat...*hugs*

Our trend of clothing a wat i call curious fashion..wan to try every new thing...me too...

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Welcome to the world...

...Quraisha Rianna Is the baby's name...
...Welcome To The World Baby Girl...
Dear Diary,

Today is finally my off day...but i have plans, me iqah fatin n wati r going to kak huda's baby girl celebrating...wat kak huda say shower, i still remember asking tis to kak huda, "wan to shower ur baby also wan to invite us??" hahaha, its actually a small thing for muslim to do when a new born is abt a few weeks old, cutting of hair n letting new hair grow...

Perkenalkan Makcik Wati, Hidong same kan..lol

5pm we took off from the place, n thanks to rizam for actually giving us a ride to jurong point..n dude, im so happy to b on a car since the last time i met my dad, n ur car is so cool, its yellow n the thing to open to door is so cute n round...haha...enough of rizam's car...

we when to jurong point, n we go to the new area, i tell u, its like we r in a big city n got lots in the middle, but still we found the way..lol...the new jurong point is like a mini bugis street, n its beautiful la seh, the prizes also like bugis street...then since wan to b fast, off we go bpp..bukit panjang plaza, bought iqah's clothes, n off we go home...

next day afternoon la seh, tired, got home, change clothing n sleep...

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Not Appreciated

Dear Diary,

Yesterday was my 1st payday, felt to execited, so i ask my bro n sis to shopping, since mum n grandmum not around, so not to bored them, i ask them out...sis is the one who is buying stuff, while my bro just sit around since there is not much choise for him at bugis...since he say he wan to go old woodlands to buy clothes, so i ask him out today, since im working so i just go after work...

Rush bck hm, uncle n auntie was outside, so i ask my bro if wan to go out, he say "so call respect" dont wan go out cuz uncle auntie there...ok i dont mind, so waited for 2hours, uncle n auntie not going hm yet, sis is bck home, so again i ask, then he invite sis to come along, since sis is buzy she say why not go out with along, since along wan to treat u...he say with no feelings added, "along dont know how to choose clothes for me", i know i choose clothes tat is colourful, but hey, kene pe dgn his personality..

With my grumpy face, i sit outside, n abt 10pm uncle n auntie finally go home, then was talking to mum abt why bro dont wan to with me, my tears flows down my cheek, n u know wat my bro did, without saying sorry or sit next to me, he sit at the coner of the table, eat his bread n go bck to his room, i was like, am i invisible? do i even exsist in his life anymore?

Mum told me, next time u got ur salary, dont even ask ur siblings, let them ask u...i think im going to do it...save my own money...for my own needs...

Every 25th is my Salary, so if u wan sumthing from me, ask me im not asking u...

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I Miss MY Blog...

Dear Diary,

Hey Sorry If I have Not Been Updating...Was Buzy With Work..I miss u guys..

From 2MArch till today was my orientation, its was lots of fun, i like it seh..n i would like to personally welcome hidayah n rency to my ward 55, finally my prayers paid off, all i wan in my carrer is to have fun n less stress...below r a few pictures taken during my orientation..


















My mind is full of unanswered question from him...i ask 3 of my friends help..

Khalis-no, cuz he dont wan me to fight...
Fazli-wan me to think if its good for me to do tis, n he say up to me...
Fatin-she say no, cuz he is not worth my sms, so its better to forget him...

From all three i decided not to sms, but to fazli personally, if i were to have a problem or in the middle of confusion, can dont let me think by myself, i ask u questions meaning i need someone else opinion n someone to support me...u r my bestfriend, not my counselor, n i need u to do wat bestfriends does best tat is support me...