Dear diary,
During my nursing days, i always miss the time to meet my dad, my lil bro and sis always have the extra time to meet him, i could meet him during my sat and sun, but its just too tiring for me.
And now, i finally had lots of time to meet my dad, tats why i went to my cousin's house and sleepover for abt 1week, and i wan to wait to see my dad and mayb he too could sleepover too, his off days is on thrs, fri and sat, so from mon to wed, i keep on wishing tat dad could have time to see us there...and yes he did come but for only a few hours, he didnt even take us out...ok, i dont mind, cuz i know he got tis small buisness to took care of..
The thing tat totally had my eyes watery is yesterday.
Yesterday was the day i got so jealous of my cousin, cuz they had both their parents beside them, they had fun together, laughing all the way, me and brother try to blend in...as for my bro, he is still thinking of playing, so he wont really feel it but i felt tis thing tat i need at least a parent to b beside, although when me dad bro and sis go out together, although i dont really ask for much things, i could feel at least there is someone to take care of us, b there for us, but for yesterday, totally nothing...told one of my cousin abt it, she can do nothing but just keep me company...i cried silently when on the way bck to my cousin's place by car, when reach, i try to calm myself down my walking a bit further from home, taking in fresh air, and i silently got home take a cold bath, eat dinner, and sleep, all the way, i was silent, unless i need something badly...
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Ayah, kenape ayah selalu mcm blame along pasal along buzy dgn sch and takde mase untok jumpe ayah? along memang buzy dgn sch, and holiday along tak same mcm adik2, skrg, along dah holiday, and holiday along at least leh same2 dgn andi, kali ni along memang doa2, ayah dpt dtg sini sampai mlm, atau ajak kte keluar, tapi ayah cume dpt dtg untok tunjokkan barang2 buisness, and dlm berape jam je, ayah nak kene alik, along dah lame tak jumpe ayah, and ni yg ayah buat kat along? Ape? along dah besar tak perlukan seorg ayah?? Ayah, ni kali yg hampir2 penghabisan untok along manje2 dgn ayah, dpt jumpe ayah, leh suruh ayah belikan barang, leh ketawe2 dgn ayah, leh have lots of time together, tapi ayah just tak fikir...next year, along dah mula kerja and ns, ns je dah 2 tahun along tak leh keluar singapore, selepas ns, along dah umur 21 and mesti along dah berkerja, dah de duit sendiri
Ni dah masuk 5tahun ayah and ibu dah tak tinggal same2, baru sekarang along rase ke hilangan seorg ayah, and ayah dahde fam baru, lupe along and adik2....
Why when a father/husband not staying together with family, and had a new family, will forget abt the importants abt the old family? Why???
I WANT SOMEONE TO ANSWER FOR ME TAT, EXPLAIN TO ME IN DETAILS!!! MAKE ME UNDERSTAND!!!!
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
X-Mas
Merry Christmas To all my Friends
May You Get All The Present You Wanted...
The Picture U Seen Is Especially For You....Enjoy
PS: Bob, so sorry, tak dpt ikut gi ur adventure, when i heard ur schedule, im sure its going to b fun. and to shikin, girl im sorry kalu tk ikut g ur chalet cuz our group ramai tk g, if i were there, atika and bf will b there and i will b alone, for sure u b attending to ur family kan...k lah, anyway, gd luck friends and happy x-mas to u...
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
In The Middle OF Two Sides
Dear Diary,
Now im currently at my cousin's house tat is in JB, its already abt 3days and tis coming Friday i also have a outing with my friends and just yesterday night i received a msg from a friend, inviting me to go to her chalet...
The Problem:
For so long, i been waiting to go n have fun with my cousins and i so miss them so much, and this friday is so called the last day for us friends to gather and celebrate eve of a friend birthday and also an outing la, and a friend sms me saying if i wan to go to her chalet with my group of friends...okok, so its like, if i stay at my cousin's house, i will miss my so call the final day for me to meet my friends, and if i go to my friend's outing, i will missed the time of spending the time with my cousins...i wan to spend both of my time with both sides but my cousins is staying in JB, so if i go singapore, it take long time to go bck to JB...
Trying to Solve it:
I ask a friend of mine to ask how many of us going to my friend's chalet and then i decide if i wan to follow friends or family, so tomoro i ask her how many going and then next day i go bck SG...
Hope there is an answer to my confusion....love both sides....
Now im currently at my cousin's house tat is in JB, its already abt 3days and tis coming Friday i also have a outing with my friends and just yesterday night i received a msg from a friend, inviting me to go to her chalet...
The Problem:
For so long, i been waiting to go n have fun with my cousins and i so miss them so much, and this friday is so called the last day for us friends to gather and celebrate eve of a friend birthday and also an outing la, and a friend sms me saying if i wan to go to her chalet with my group of friends...okok, so its like, if i stay at my cousin's house, i will miss my so call the final day for me to meet my friends, and if i go to my friend's outing, i will missed the time of spending the time with my cousins...i wan to spend both of my time with both sides but my cousins is staying in JB, so if i go singapore, it take long time to go bck to JB...
Trying to Solve it:
I ask a friend of mine to ask how many of us going to my friend's chalet and then i decide if i wan to follow friends or family, so tomoro i ask her how many going and then next day i go bck SG...
Hope there is an answer to my confusion....love both sides....
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Outing With Mum
Dear Diary,
Suppose to b a family outing today but, sister dont like the idea of going adventure and learn abt nature at is in Sungai Buloh, and lil bro is not feeling well, so he have to stay hm and rest, i also have second thought of going...
but i scared my mum would think bad abt us, so i just sacifice my time and follow her to tis outting, i thought its going to b boring, so i brought myself my camera and water bottle...
reach there abt 9am and go visit the museum there and wait for out instruster...its a good outing though cuz i learn lots of stuff, like which direction of the water go meanning the water is rising or dropping, and the name and use of the plants there...haha...its sort of fun, took lots of photos.
reach hm abt 1pm and i sleep till late afternoon...will update the pictures soon..
Suppose to b a family outing today but, sister dont like the idea of going adventure and learn abt nature at is in Sungai Buloh, and lil bro is not feeling well, so he have to stay hm and rest, i also have second thought of going...
but i scared my mum would think bad abt us, so i just sacifice my time and follow her to tis outting, i thought its going to b boring, so i brought myself my camera and water bottle...
reach there abt 9am and go visit the museum there and wait for out instruster...its a good outing though cuz i learn lots of stuff, like which direction of the water go meanning the water is rising or dropping, and the name and use of the plants there...haha...its sort of fun, took lots of photos.
reach hm abt 1pm and i sleep till late afternoon...will update the pictures soon..
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Social Night!!!
Dear Diary,
Finally the day i had been waiting for, SOCIAL NIGHT...haha, i spent lots of my money just to find the right outfit for myself...and today i finally get to show it to everyone, hehe, got lots of comment on my outfit...hehe.
When i look at my seroundings, i saw more of April intake then January intake, hmm cant blame them cuz we from attachment and just having our holidays, and going bck to school is so tiring cuz its far...
hmm the social night event is not so bad la, teachers perform as students, its was helarious, haha, there is the Prom king and queen, congratz to both of them, sadly its from april intake...haha, and finally its the DANCE FLOOR...tis part its almost like a CLUB...haha, but its only avaliable for nursing students and teachers...the songs kinda sux and JANUARY INTAKE rule the dance floor, you go january...
Lasly, we go sheesha, haha, my extremly 1st time, took lots of photos, did have fun and lastly we eat our dinner, haha, got home almost 12.30+...
I miss today and i wish my CP friends could come too, im sure they could dress up really pretty and handsome...miss them, too...
Pictures to Social Night http://flowerymagic.multiply.com
Friday, December 12, 2008
Love My LAst Day OF Attacment
Dear Diary,
My LAst Day Of Attachment was awesome, im loving it so much eh...let the pictures talk ok, im too happy to explain every single details...
more pictures at my multiply http://flowerymagic.multiply.com
My LAst Day Of Attachment was awesome, im loving it so much eh...let the pictures talk ok, im too happy to explain every single details...
more pictures at my multiply http://flowerymagic.multiply.com
Monday, December 8, 2008
Theme Park With Family
Dear Diary,
Right after the marathon, i have to go to escape theme park with family, was really excited but the thing tat really making me weak is tat i got a sudden diarrhea, i was all the way going toilet non-stop and i felt really thirsty, my lips r dry, im guessing the food given during the marathon made me feeling dizzy, tired and diarrhea...i pity my sibling cuz they wan to play the games but i wasnt there to play with them...i took less picture but although i didnt play the games, i did take a good photos..i can still smile but really its mostly for pictures...hahahaha...
more photos at my multiply...http://flowerymagic.multiply.com
Right after the marathon, i have to go to escape theme park with family, was really excited but the thing tat really making me weak is tat i got a sudden diarrhea, i was all the way going toilet non-stop and i felt really thirsty, my lips r dry, im guessing the food given during the marathon made me feeling dizzy, tired and diarrhea...i pity my sibling cuz they wan to play the games but i wasnt there to play with them...i took less picture but although i didnt play the games, i did take a good photos..i can still smile but really its mostly for pictures...hahahaha...
more photos at my multiply...http://flowerymagic.multiply.com
Friday, November 28, 2008
End OF Our Fav Ward...sob
Happy 19th Birthday Raudah...we celebrated her birthday b4 finishing in this fav ward of us
This is the ward im talking abt, WARD 54, we love the staffs there, we love the SISTER over there, we love the layout of the ward, we love most of the patients there, we love the cleaner and food takers there...WE JUST LOVE EVERYTHING ABT TIS WARD....
WE LOVE YOU STAFFS, SISTER AND WARD!!!!!!
WE LOVE YOU STAFFS, SISTER AND WARD!!!!!!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
twice in a row
Dear Diary,
Hahaha, i had never seen girls acted in such manners, hahaha seriously, if u see both of them together, there will b laughters everywhere, and they say they come from the school of bitches, haha but their bitchiness isnt really bitchy la, but just fun and jokes, haha, n if im there with them, i will b the one laughing my heart out, and girl, although im laughing, i understand wat ever u guys said seh...
okok if u wan to know who?
its shakilla and syafiqah...hahaha...
Okok...today is day two, they did the same thing over again, yesterday, during break, i told them we go 1st break ah, with ahmad, then when the time 4pm, i come out of my cubicle and i only saw, sick patients laying on the bed, and i tried finding them, n they r gone, so asked around, then ask jaya and fathimah, they say they leave for break already, wahh, my darah mengirap seh...lol, but saw ahmad, so i waited for him, then 15mins later i asked again,walau, he said he not going pasal dah bwk bekal, sakit hati seh, ok la, tak kisah, today is over, i calm down, n just buy my food n come up...
Today, walau, they did the same thing again, n worst, tis time i didnt see anyone in front cubical, lagi la sakit hati, so i tell myself, idw to go alone, so i just make myself buzy and wait till 5pm, then syaf out of the sudden tell me, sab, dah la, g buy ur food, then i told her, takpe la, awk g la mkn, i go 2nd, then 2nd time, she n kill come to me, i say again. nvm, u eat 1st, then i go 2nd...kinda angry at tat point of time but nvm, take it calmly...so did go to 2nd with fathimah n jaya.
2moro, im not letting them leave me again, i hard enough of twice in a row, so if we go 1st, by 3.35pm, i will get myself ready, finish all watever i wan to do and go to front cubical and wait for them to say, let go break, my eyes already like =.=!!! hahaha....sorry stuffnurse if i have to do tis, cuz if not they will leave me again, n i get angry, idw to b over angered...
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hmm, i got tis feeling tat im being angry every single day, if ppl r angry at me for something, i will get double angry, n if ppl do wat i dont like, i will get angry, my whole body will feel hot but outside will feel cold...
a lesson to b learn here...
to b a bitch
u must never b angry over small things,
must accept the way u r,
if u critisized one person, prepare to get double,
dont take joke seriously,
know ur limits,
laugh ur hearts out,
find pplz mistake n attack them,
haha attack in the sense, like a joke...
and more, but couldnt b written...hahahaa
Hahaha, i had never seen girls acted in such manners, hahaha seriously, if u see both of them together, there will b laughters everywhere, and they say they come from the school of bitches, haha but their bitchiness isnt really bitchy la, but just fun and jokes, haha, n if im there with them, i will b the one laughing my heart out, and girl, although im laughing, i understand wat ever u guys said seh...
okok if u wan to know who?
its shakilla and syafiqah...hahaha...
Okok...today is day two, they did the same thing over again, yesterday, during break, i told them we go 1st break ah, with ahmad, then when the time 4pm, i come out of my cubicle and i only saw, sick patients laying on the bed, and i tried finding them, n they r gone, so asked around, then ask jaya and fathimah, they say they leave for break already, wahh, my darah mengirap seh...lol, but saw ahmad, so i waited for him, then 15mins later i asked again,walau, he said he not going pasal dah bwk bekal, sakit hati seh, ok la, tak kisah, today is over, i calm down, n just buy my food n come up...
Today, walau, they did the same thing again, n worst, tis time i didnt see anyone in front cubical, lagi la sakit hati, so i tell myself, idw to go alone, so i just make myself buzy and wait till 5pm, then syaf out of the sudden tell me, sab, dah la, g buy ur food, then i told her, takpe la, awk g la mkn, i go 2nd, then 2nd time, she n kill come to me, i say again. nvm, u eat 1st, then i go 2nd...kinda angry at tat point of time but nvm, take it calmly...so did go to 2nd with fathimah n jaya.
2moro, im not letting them leave me again, i hard enough of twice in a row, so if we go 1st, by 3.35pm, i will get myself ready, finish all watever i wan to do and go to front cubical and wait for them to say, let go break, my eyes already like =.=!!! hahaha....sorry stuffnurse if i have to do tis, cuz if not they will leave me again, n i get angry, idw to b over angered...
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hmm, i got tis feeling tat im being angry every single day, if ppl r angry at me for something, i will get double angry, n if ppl do wat i dont like, i will get angry, my whole body will feel hot but outside will feel cold...
a lesson to b learn here...
to b a bitch
u must never b angry over small things,
must accept the way u r,
if u critisized one person, prepare to get double,
dont take joke seriously,
know ur limits,
laugh ur hearts out,
find pplz mistake n attack them,
haha attack in the sense, like a joke...
and more, but couldnt b written...hahahaa
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Hmmm....bestfriends...sob
Tis story is abt barbie and her bestfriend...
okok stop thinking negative,
yeah, i do have bestfriends who is bside me...
=)
Sunday, November 16, 2008
someone taged me
Thanks eh Atika...
Bakol betol...takpe takpe...
The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.
Bakol betol...takpe takpe...
The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.
Here goes nothing...
[1] Im a bisexual..(serious, im lying to myself if i say im a straight or gay)
[2] i shake my leg when im bored...no matter standing or sitting...
[3] i love pinching.
[4] im afraid of things tat is small n disgusting (eg flying cockroach n lizard)
[5] soft outer but hard inner...u know wat i mean...
[6] actually protective over myself and my friends
[7] can b sarcastic at times.
[8] low in my confidence and self-esteem...but building it up...
[9] i HATE durians...the smell can make me faint
[10] friends and family are more important then myself...
I tagged:
[Zubaidah] [Aishah] [Hidayah] [Fauziah] [Jannah] [Ajin] [Syaf E] [Fatin] [Shikin]
[Sabrina-Sister]
Since you all know wat i had kept secret...dont take advantage of me...i will kill you...
[1] Im a bisexual..(serious, im lying to myself if i say im a straight or gay)
[2] i shake my leg when im bored...no matter standing or sitting...
[3] i love pinching.
[4] im afraid of things tat is small n disgusting (eg flying cockroach n lizard)
[5] soft outer but hard inner...u know wat i mean...
[6] actually protective over myself and my friends
[7] can b sarcastic at times.
[8] low in my confidence and self-esteem...but building it up...
[9] i HATE durians...the smell can make me faint
[10] friends and family are more important then myself...
I tagged:
[Zubaidah] [Aishah] [Hidayah] [Fauziah] [Jannah] [Ajin] [Syaf E] [Fatin] [Shikin]
[Sabrina-Sister]
Since you all know wat i had kept secret...dont take advantage of me...i will kill you...
Thursday, November 13, 2008
My Worries...
Dear Diary,
Currently, i feel my self-esteem is getting lower n lower, everytime someone talk abt me or complain to me abt me, my confidences lvl just drop, n i will feel different, i dont feel like working, or even talking to anyone, today i came late, 1stly was i woke up late, but then in the journy to work, i got tis feeling of calling teacher saying, teacher can i dont come today n replace on sat, i felt like crying everytime, someone say bad things abt me...
What im worrying abt?
Losing of friends like?
Khairulnizam
(he bastard me n fazli, by saying cuz of us he bcome gay...)
Fazli
(he spent his time with his band bestfriends more then me, so im lacking of attention from him)
Aishah
(im too close with her, n i dont wan her bfs to b jealous or scold her, so i had to back away for a while..)
Kak Jamilah
(cuz of some project and some disagreement, i had to step abt 2steps away, so my friends wont feel uncomfortable and stop them from thinking differently abt me)
1 of my cp friend
(i know nuts abt wat happen to tis guy, n all r keeping it a secret, nvm nvm, dont bother telling me cuz it will just hurts me cuz they wont feel comfortable telling it)
I'm So scared of loosing a new friend, i loves to make new friends but if they start to find me irrittating or surcastic then i can feel tat he or she is avoiding me...i really hope nothing goes wrong with my new friends...
Am I suppose to be in year two?
I still nervous on doing stuff by myself, and when i dont know tis stuff, someone said you call urself a yr2 student? i felt hurt.
Am I indepentdent?
everytime i do something tat im not sure, i will ask someone to come along, is that a wrong thing for me to do? cuz if im not sure, n i still do it, i will just might as well kill myself...
Am I Always Surcastic??
I love being surcastic to ppl who love to disturb me or bully me, but when they say "i talk nicely n you show me tat type of attitude" tat is when i dont know im being surcastic, n my face will not show any emotion...
Help me plz someone...im in the middle of confusion...just tag me in my tagboard or sms me...
Currently, i feel my self-esteem is getting lower n lower, everytime someone talk abt me or complain to me abt me, my confidences lvl just drop, n i will feel different, i dont feel like working, or even talking to anyone, today i came late, 1stly was i woke up late, but then in the journy to work, i got tis feeling of calling teacher saying, teacher can i dont come today n replace on sat, i felt like crying everytime, someone say bad things abt me...
What im worrying abt?
Losing of friends like?
Khairulnizam
(he bastard me n fazli, by saying cuz of us he bcome gay...)
Fazli
(he spent his time with his band bestfriends more then me, so im lacking of attention from him)
Aishah
(im too close with her, n i dont wan her bfs to b jealous or scold her, so i had to back away for a while..)
Kak Jamilah
(cuz of some project and some disagreement, i had to step abt 2steps away, so my friends wont feel uncomfortable and stop them from thinking differently abt me)
1 of my cp friend
(i know nuts abt wat happen to tis guy, n all r keeping it a secret, nvm nvm, dont bother telling me cuz it will just hurts me cuz they wont feel comfortable telling it)
I'm So scared of loosing a new friend, i loves to make new friends but if they start to find me irrittating or surcastic then i can feel tat he or she is avoiding me...i really hope nothing goes wrong with my new friends...
Am I suppose to be in year two?
I still nervous on doing stuff by myself, and when i dont know tis stuff, someone said you call urself a yr2 student? i felt hurt.
Am I indepentdent?
everytime i do something tat im not sure, i will ask someone to come along, is that a wrong thing for me to do? cuz if im not sure, n i still do it, i will just might as well kill myself...
Am I Always Surcastic??
I love being surcastic to ppl who love to disturb me or bully me, but when they say "i talk nicely n you show me tat type of attitude" tat is when i dont know im being surcastic, n my face will not show any emotion...
Help me plz someone...im in the middle of confusion...just tag me in my tagboard or sms me...
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I month Attachment
Dear Diary,
You guys surly been wondering wat happen to me in attachment right? Well lots of things happen to me, but i just tell u the best part only ah...
I lost my wallet..
but lucky for me inside my wallet only contain
of a few dollars, posb card and a few non-usable cards...
but bad for me is tat my ic is in there...sob
haha then 1week later...
sister from ward 54 (now currently working in)
found my wallet, in the near by toilet,
wahh god bless her seh, she contact me,
by mail...i mean home delivary mail...hahaha...
next,
i fall in the ward53, (tat is my previous ward)
so embarrassing sia, the sister saw, a NYP student saw,
a cleanner saw, then, sister was like
"Are you ok? did u hit ur head?"
Smiling and i say no, i was otw to clean utility to get a plastic bag,
when the place i walk i didnt know its wet, so i wen over it,
but my knee was hurt,
haha, sister was funny, she was like checking me weather im ok,
then ask my staff nurse to make a report...
i was like huh?? there is not need for a report...
its not a head injury or bleeding injury,
and the bad thingy for me is tat,
i also had to make a report...i was so BLANK seh, its just a minor fall...
then for 3days continues ppl keep on asking,
are u the boy who fell?
and asking me to tell the whole story...
*shaking my head*
Night shift...
It was incredible, i never did night shift b4,
was scared i might see things, but
lucky me, nothing appeared in front of me...
1st day guess wat we eat? Macdonalds...n the staffnurse blanja the night staff, so kind seh...
2nd was tiring, idk why
but me n my friend sleep abt 1hour and we did spounging,
i got another hour of sleep cuz my AN was still doing the charts...
after the night shift, i got home and sleep till night...
love my night shift...
and i would like to thank the staff nurse and ANs for being there for me
and letting us sleep for a while...
Plaster of Paris(POP)....
Haha, the name sounds funny but cool...
tis is the place where we got to see how they put on
the cast for patients who have fragture...
it was so cool seh,
one of my friend got to try n feel of the cast on her own hand...
cool seh, how i wish i got to try...
then over there, me n my friend
help each other to find skills for us to get signature,
we try the removing of stiches,
wound dressing, bandaging, neuro assessment,
but the timing goes really fast, but if got no patient, its really dam boring...
how i wish to c, little children get cast...sure very cute...hehe
ANE,
i tell u ar, the place is them buzy,
i kena P1, where the critical ppls r place there...
lucky for me, my time got no CPR, i hate seh...
if we focus on the time, it goes very slow...
2nd day there, i got to P2, the not really serious case,
but got lots of patient, untill like the whole place is full of beds,
lucky my time the patients r all nicely place and also not much patients...
hehe..im one lucky guys rite...
now in week2 of ward54, so far so good, now trying to find skills and also finding information on traction, and bad for my group, we didnt got attach to children ward or IMH, so all the way in NUH la...n we got to do case study for every ward we gone to...haiz, but love my time as a nurse, now feeling the freedom of a student nurse, wait till i become a full-time EN then i can c how suffering to b one....hehe, now its time for me to rest, bye....
You guys surly been wondering wat happen to me in attachment right? Well lots of things happen to me, but i just tell u the best part only ah...
I lost my wallet..
but lucky for me inside my wallet only contain
of a few dollars, posb card and a few non-usable cards...
but bad for me is tat my ic is in there...sob
haha then 1week later...
sister from ward 54 (now currently working in)
found my wallet, in the near by toilet,
wahh god bless her seh, she contact me,
by mail...i mean home delivary mail...hahaha...
next,
i fall in the ward53, (tat is my previous ward)
so embarrassing sia, the sister saw, a NYP student saw,
a cleanner saw, then, sister was like
"Are you ok? did u hit ur head?"
Smiling and i say no, i was otw to clean utility to get a plastic bag,
when the place i walk i didnt know its wet, so i wen over it,
but my knee was hurt,
haha, sister was funny, she was like checking me weather im ok,
then ask my staff nurse to make a report...
i was like huh?? there is not need for a report...
its not a head injury or bleeding injury,
and the bad thingy for me is tat,
i also had to make a report...i was so BLANK seh, its just a minor fall...
then for 3days continues ppl keep on asking,
are u the boy who fell?
and asking me to tell the whole story...
*shaking my head*
Night shift...
It was incredible, i never did night shift b4,
was scared i might see things, but
lucky me, nothing appeared in front of me...
1st day guess wat we eat? Macdonalds...n the staffnurse blanja the night staff, so kind seh...
2nd was tiring, idk why
but me n my friend sleep abt 1hour and we did spounging,
i got another hour of sleep cuz my AN was still doing the charts...
after the night shift, i got home and sleep till night...
love my night shift...
and i would like to thank the staff nurse and ANs for being there for me
and letting us sleep for a while...
Plaster of Paris(POP)....
Haha, the name sounds funny but cool...
tis is the place where we got to see how they put on
the cast for patients who have fragture...
it was so cool seh,
one of my friend got to try n feel of the cast on her own hand...
cool seh, how i wish i got to try...
then over there, me n my friend
help each other to find skills for us to get signature,
we try the removing of stiches,
wound dressing, bandaging, neuro assessment,
but the timing goes really fast, but if got no patient, its really dam boring...
how i wish to c, little children get cast...sure very cute...hehe
ANE,
i tell u ar, the place is them buzy,
i kena P1, where the critical ppls r place there...
lucky for me, my time got no CPR, i hate seh...
if we focus on the time, it goes very slow...
2nd day there, i got to P2, the not really serious case,
but got lots of patient, untill like the whole place is full of beds,
lucky my time the patients r all nicely place and also not much patients...
hehe..im one lucky guys rite...
now in week2 of ward54, so far so good, now trying to find skills and also finding information on traction, and bad for my group, we didnt got attach to children ward or IMH, so all the way in NUH la...n we got to do case study for every ward we gone to...haiz, but love my time as a nurse, now feeling the freedom of a student nurse, wait till i become a full-time EN then i can c how suffering to b one....hehe, now its time for me to rest, bye....
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
60 things gurls don't know about guys
60 things gurls don't know about guys
--Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)
--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
--Girls are guys' weaknesses.
--Guys are very open about themselves.
--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
--Guys will brag about anything.
--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
--Try to be as straightforward as possible.
--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
--Guys don't really have final decisions.
--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
--Guys like femininity not feebleness.
--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
--We don't like girls who are too skinny.
--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.
--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
--Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)
--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
--Girls are guys' weaknesses.
--Guys are very open about themselves.
--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
--Guys will brag about anything.
--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
--Try to be as straightforward as possible.
--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
--Guys don't really have final decisions.
--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
--Guys like femininity not feebleness.
--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
--We don't like girls who are too skinny.
--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.
--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Pam Birthday & PEPS Raya Outing
1st of all b4 i start my blog i would like to wish happy 18th birthday to my wonderful friend Pamela. i cant find her now photo, so i take he toddler's photo...haha...may ur wishes all come true...im already missing you, i hope u r happy during tis special day...take care and always remember sabri loves you...
Dear Diary,
As you c above, i gone raya outting with my long long lost Primary School friends...miss them, all of them really did change, become more pretty and handsome, haha, funny part is tat we talk mostly abt out times during pri and they say tat time im very fierce, cuz i pinch and hit ppl who disturb me with my pencil box...haha...ohh btw their houses r so nice, i adore them...after today i dont feel odd or lonely anymore cuz i got to know them, and soon the girls will b planning a picnic for our pri friends, im really looking forward to it...take care ya...love you guys...
Click here to view my primary school raya outting...
As you c above, i gone raya outting with my long long lost Primary School friends...miss them, all of them really did change, become more pretty and handsome, haha, funny part is tat we talk mostly abt out times during pri and they say tat time im very fierce, cuz i pinch and hit ppl who disturb me with my pencil box...haha...ohh btw their houses r so nice, i adore them...after today i dont feel odd or lonely anymore cuz i got to know them, and soon the girls will b planning a picnic for our pri friends, im really looking forward to it...take care ya...love you guys...
Click here to view my primary school raya outting...
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Mdm Suriati's Open House
Dear Diary,
Well, as u can see we went to mdm suriati open house, well i pity her cuz she cook alot expecting the classes she invite all to come...but only a few did come, but wat to do kan, me and gang were the last and latest to come to mdm suriati house...we did had fun...we going to miss u mdm suriati...
Click Here To Go Mdm Suriati Open House Pictures
Monday, October 13, 2008
Holiday Has Ended and Here Is Attachment
TODAY IS OFFICIALLY THE DAY ATTACHMENT HAS ARRIVED....WOOHOO...I'M SOON GOING TO PASS OUT AS AN EN...WOOOHOOOO...oh and b4 i forget, i would like to welcome haiqal whom just join in our group for 2.2 posting...
Saturday, October 11, 2008
BBQ!!!!!!!
Dear Diary,
Today is finally the day i had been waiting for...i think u know it, YES, its JR0701A very 1st class outing, its fun + disappointing, the fun part, the ppl tat i expected to come, came to the bbq, and there are lots of laughters, the disappointing part is tat, only half of the class came and the teachers rejected our invitation due to some school thingy and the bbq is quiet + when overnight ppl group around and not mix with each other...but at least the food we brought is enough for everyone of us...
To Zubai,
I know ur RC camp is much better but please dont compare it with our class, u know our classmates, some r not interested, some might think it wont turn out well, and ALL ur RC member r perfectly active and fun, but hey next time we do a picnic then bbq, how bout tat...
All BBQ photos can b found at http://flowerymagic.multiply.com ....sayonara!!!!
Friday, October 10, 2008
1st Ever Real Work @ school
Dear Diary,
Finally 2day is the final day of my very 1st ever real work in school, im doing under DEMO's, meaning help out in carrying chairs, tables, cleaning dusty things, move things from one place to another...so very tiring but hey, i still enjoy it and time go very fast, me and atika also made a few new friends, they r one year younger but they treat us like one of them and also we treat them like one of us...haha, i will sure to miss the day...
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Syafiqah's Birthday
Hey there, today is syafiqah's birthday, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY GIRL...may ur wishes come true...btw dont always lie and stuff ohk, if u wan something go for it but dont and never ever over do it...hahaha take care girl...here r some pictures
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