Meeting God Sister....

Dear Diary,

Im now at my god-sister's house, well as u can see, i uses the comp alot, haha...she also need help to do sum uploading n tranfering...well i did help...im not here alone, but with fazli also, but fazli cant b here for long cuz he got attachment, pity him cuz he had to go bck to yishun as his attachement is held there...

n guess wat ppl, my god sister got me n fazli a pair of NDP preview tickets...n also she got me n fazli t-shirts as for our advance birthday...the t-shirt r cool...i like...make me like one japanese teenager...sweet...n pink do make me look sweet...

i think its kinda late...better go home soon...n oh ya for ur infor, im getting myself a thaira byte external hard disk, if u dont know wat is it, its a 1k gig External hard disk...im so excited, lots of things to download n put it inside...

i will update more on what im doing ok...XOXO...love ya...

Missing tis ppl:
Atika-Aishah-Pamy-Afiq-Asyraf-Shikin, zubai we could meet anytime we like...haha

Bck To Return "The" Stuff...

Dear Diary,

Just came bck from giving our stuff bck to nuh...lucky for me n dayah, we r clever enough to remove all of our stuff from the locker 1 day bfor our last day...clever huh? kinda confusing to just return all the stuff to different department, we stay in nuh for almost half aday...n the signatures need to b sign...dam we go to g bck to sister...well lucky for us, at least she look happy n so smiley, but who cares, we r going anyway, nothing she do will make us come bck...no way...

After all the turning n going up n down, finally we reach to the end, head ourself towards imm to get our late breakfast or should i say branch (breakfast+lunch)...

to let u all know, im VERY bored at home, please ask me out...i dont care anywhere...and oh ya, im very addicted to tis online game, not facebook...tat one is when im bored, its call RAGNAROK...if u play it also im sure u will like it...bluek...

Final Day..

Dear Diary,

Finally the day tat i had been waiting for had come, its the day tat im leaving tis ward once n for all...i felt sad, really sad cuz the ppl tat i wan to b with is not there, is tat either they on leave or day off. All the memories there, the sweet memories, none hated one, the hated one i already put it aside...dont even wan to remember it...from today onwards, my life as a nurse is over, well for the time being only since im going ns in sept, so in aug im going to train up, i dont wan to gain weight or felt lazy, so im trainning...

The memories of me n dayah, she had been by my side all this while...is like my working bestfriend, she cry im there for her, i cry she is there for me...well not always cuz ppl had been trying to seprate us, "Right dayah" tat bitches...haha..

My Working Mates tat i will miss:-
-Hidayah
-Suhana
-Rani Psa
-Ronness
-Angel
-Abi Aka
-Latha
-Sujatha
-Kak Dillah
-Kak Nori
-Wan ting
-Charito
-Vange

if u r close to me but i forget ur name im sorry k...

PS: Im sry Syafiqah, Fatin n Rashika if i didnt tell u abt my last day, im really sorry, but plz dont b angry, we go out together one day ok...seriously going to miss u girls...XOXO...

What a Weekend...!!

Dear Diary,

I got to work during the weekends, n guess wat, although i did AM on Sat n PM on Sun, there is no big different in the amount of work to b done, on Sat, there wasn't any students to help, so i need to take care of 2 n half cubical n i need to shower almost all of them, haha, one of my staff nurse saw me like drowzy n quickly she came to me n gave me chocolate, n she say "Eat tis now! i dont wan u to go hypo", on tat Sat, we all was super buzy, no rest at all, but i was the only one doing everything alone, so im the only one felt super tired, even my patient saw how drowzy i was, funny la tat patient, used to HATE him, but his attitude change when he readmitted here...

Oh ya...today i actually dream abt a patient by the name of TPW (dayah u should know who), he was finally accpected by one of the old folk's home, all of us was happy for him, but he suddenly got really angry, he keep on saying he dont wan go there, he prefer's to stay here with ppl who actually could care abt him...haha mayb im going to missed him more once i got out of tis ward...

N suddenly today TPW talk to me in a shocked action, "Sabi ah!, harini lu punya last day ah?" i was like how the hell he knows abt me leaving, i didnt open my mouth to talk to him abt me leaving, but i actually have the intetion to tell him soon...then i reply "Tk la uncle, my last day next week khamis", the uncle put a long face n went silence for a while...

Ahh!! Count down, 4more days, i cant wait to get out!!...

Night Shift Was A Blast...

Dear Diary,

I just had my 2days night alone, wat i mean was 2 EN instead of 3 ENs, so i had to take 4cubical, imagine, n in tis four cubical i had NGT feeding in each cubical n all at different timing, kinda tireing, but thank god, i got 2 staff nurses who r there to assist me n an older EN to help me, i found myself blessed tat night, n i kinda feel more confident to take care of 4cubical...i did everything on time, nothing was delayed...

Count down to my last day of work 2more weeks...

Mixed Feelings...

Dear Diary,

I have given her my resignnation letter just now after my night, see wasnt there but Sis Anna was there, she help me, she ask actually why i wan to resign, is it cuz of her, in my heart is partly cuz of her, but i say it cuz of my ns, n also i cant handle the pressure n stress with some of the staff, she say why, so i start telling watever happen to me in ward, n she say they sis wont get to see their staff n wat they r doing, so she will look over it...

i was really relieve n extreme happy after i gave the letter...told them, some of them r not really happy with me leaving, i felt sad cuz i realize tat, there r lots of ppl in there who actually love working with me...but i have to go, but i can promise tat i will take lots of photos with u guys, dont care at work or out...

To my friends, dont b upsad abt my resignnation, its only temporary cuz im going ns, lets take it tat im going ns soon, n i need to build myself, ya some say in ns u will b train, but i wan to get myself fit b4 going in there n from there ppl will respect me u see...

N as u can see by the song climb from mily cyrus, i learn alot, i had been falling but im not giving up, she (the witch) might won tis time, but im going to get her bck....

Which Colour Best Suits Your Personality...

You are pink! You are a fun loving, bubbly person. You love your friends, you love your family, you love just about everything! You are probably often described as "cute", and you like it that way. You are usually a little superficial, you don't really like to take things deeper. You can definately have a bit of a temper, but you get over things quickly too. Your relationships are based on fun and adventure. You are a good mix of white and red - passionate and a little lusty, but with an innocent charm. You may be a little spoiled, but that's okay with you. You are probably pretty secure with who you are. You are energetic, but not overly so (like reds, yellows, and oranges). You don't mind giving in to other people sometimes. You like being in the spotlight, and being recognized for your accomplishments. You love spending time with your friends. In fact, you probably hate being away from them. Being alone is not something you enjoy at all. Your friends know that with you, they will always be loved and havea great time. You, in a nutshell: Cute, bubbly, happy, a bit of a diva, friendly, confident, loving, fun. PINK!