Friday, July 27, 2007

i almost cry

Dear Diary,

NGT Feeding is tough man, i can't remember the steps fast, n the timming to the pharse test is nearing that is tis sat 28/07/2007, scared leh, i almost cried after atika left, cause i'm like alone there, she is the only one close to me, she left, so i felt scared all the way. I did not do the NGT insertion, due to totally nervous, my hand froze and i felt alone...i told teacher i do next day la...oh btw, m i being too manje? why i always need my frends to b there if i'm doing something? why i'm not independent, i'm always scared nervous...but swear to god when atika left, i almost cry, but i try to maintain, i know atika got lots of frens n got promised with her frens, so i tried to understand...

so atika, if u got something on just go ok, i will not cry, try to b independent. :'(

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