Lets Continue...

Dear Diary,

Its been a while since i blog,

maybe its due to army and i always got all tired.

But now, all of the sudden, my heart felt so lonely,

i don't have much people to talk to,

so by blogging, at least it could clear some of my thoughts...

People whom i like to talk to about my feelings,

are my best-friends n this guy in army,

they understands my feelings n needs completely,

but i cant always be texting them or calling them,

they too have personal life to entertain.

For now all i need to do is try to live on my own,

which i have always been doing n i hate it,

its not that i hate being alone, i use to b all alone

last time without friends, but now

i change, i talk a lot, so i need friends to entertain me, or my mood

will just drop...

As for today, once again i'm the only one other then COS,

got left behind as my entire Alpha company get

to go home n enjoy their day, this is the second time

i'm having duty right after an outfield, n next day

would b either a P.H or OFF, this is so not my month,

n guess what, next week my duty will be on Saturday!!

HEAR TAT! ITS SATURDAY!!!

gosh i'm angry, hopefully next month my duty

would be like in the middle of the week of maybe

early of the week, n weekend duty would b a Sunday

instead of a Saturday...God hear my prayers, make my wish come true...

Once i put a person in my love (either a friend or a lover) list,

their name will b permanent with me unless,

u break my heart till i cant bare to find

myself, that will drop right to my BITCH LIST!

Its cold in medical centre, please don't rain...