Dear Diary,
Sejak ShaSha selalu dah tak dgn family lagi, die yg selalu dpt attention, bile along telephon nenek je, topic shasha ade rumah? bile shasha balik? semuanya keluar, sampai along tak sempat nak berbual dgn nenek abt myself. SELALU SHASHA. Then semalam, bile along tak dpt ikut nenek n family gi melaka, nenek kate, jgn sampai along jadi cam shasha, lupe keluarga, then fikir la, kalau along pergi tapi ayah atau ibu takde, along n adik2 along akan rase kesorangan, they only that abt their happiness. Ah..lagi pun, kalau along ikut pun, will along get their attention? NO...they will focus on Shasha, even my adk sedara yg rapat dgn along pun cari "Mane kakak shasha?" M i no longer needed to them??? Ya i know they love shasha too, tapi jgn la sampai lupakan along and andi...pastu ckp ibu tak bagus jage anak la,wat the FUCK? Ibu aready did her best to take care of her family, by her own, TENGOK LA AYAH? DIE BUAT APE? NOTHING......TAK TOLONG IBU LANGSUNG, die dgn Mak Uchie aje.
I get this feeling that my new born sister will get lots of things from ayah and its totally not fair. BUAT APE YG AYAH SUKE ASALKAN DIE BAHAGIE SUDAH!!!!!!!
Sejak ShaSha selalu dah tak dgn family lagi, die yg selalu dpt attention, bile along telephon nenek je, topic shasha ade rumah? bile shasha balik? semuanya keluar, sampai along tak sempat nak berbual dgn nenek abt myself. SELALU SHASHA. Then semalam, bile along tak dpt ikut nenek n family gi melaka, nenek kate, jgn sampai along jadi cam shasha, lupe keluarga, then fikir la, kalau along pergi tapi ayah atau ibu takde, along n adik2 along akan rase kesorangan, they only that abt their happiness. Ah..lagi pun, kalau along ikut pun, will along get their attention? NO...they will focus on Shasha, even my adk sedara yg rapat dgn along pun cari "Mane kakak shasha?" M i no longer needed to them??? Ya i know they love shasha too, tapi jgn la sampai lupakan along and andi...pastu ckp ibu tak bagus jage anak la,wat the FUCK? Ibu aready did her best to take care of her family, by her own, TENGOK LA AYAH? DIE BUAT APE? NOTHING......TAK TOLONG IBU LANGSUNG, die dgn Mak Uchie aje.
I get this feeling that my new born sister will get lots of things from ayah and its totally not fair. BUAT APE YG AYAH SUKE ASALKAN DIE BAHAGIE SUDAH!!!!!!!
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