Babies

Dear Diary

Today was so much fun, cuz i learn how to hold and carry a baby. Ahmad shut up ok, its my very and extreme first time to carry a baby...its like this, i was so excited to bath a baby but then there is only 1 baby boy then ahamd got to bath the baby, then the way i see ahmad do it is like pro seh, jgn kembang ah, haha, then teacher ask me to carry the baby, walau, i was shaking, stupid ahmad laugh at me...then from there on i'm brave to carry a baby and its simple, weee...oh ya b4 going in the nurary teacher ask if wan to see a dead baby from abortion...its sad...then in the nursary i feed the baby and change dipers all by myself, congratz sabri you done well and the babies love the feeling when u hold them...and i concer the fear of holding a baby....

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!

KHAIRULNIZAM YOU FUCKING SON OF THE BITCH!!!! I HATE YOU!!! I HATE YOU!!! YOU FUCKING SERIOUSLY TAKE ME AS A TOY WHO YOU CAN PRETEND TAT YOU ARE MY FRIEND...YOU MADE ME REGRET LOVING YOU AS MY BESTFRIEND AND NOW YOU JUST THROW ME AWAY JUST LIKE THAT....DONT MAKE ME SEE YOU IN FRONT OF MY FACE...I WILL SWEAR TAT I WILL SLAP YOU FOR PRETENDING TO ME....FUCKING GAY BUSTARD!!!! GO FUCK YOUR BLOODY BOYFRIEND ASSHOLE AND NEVER EVER COME CRYING ON THE FLOOR LIKE LAST TIME.....FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!! CHIBYE ASSHOLE KANINA......AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Friends dont care if i did something stupid to myself ok....i through with my life......AHHHH!!!!!!

Uncomfortable....

Dear Diary,

My First day of attachment was a surprize, know why?? cuz Ahmad is joining our group and suhaimi and shafilla gone to SGH...then my mind said, oh shit, i was almost taking god for giving me peace and my mind changes and oh man, another person who looks like he loves to disturb...and i was right, came in for CP brefing and got disturb...tis time, he got a tag team partner tat is FAIZUAN...and i'm dead....haiz...but its ok, as long he DONT make me cry, tat is good enough and hope he and other new comers could fit in to our group...

Welcome guys, hope there is no enermies here and there....

Internet Spoil

Dear Friends,

Now I cant use the internet due to something wrong with the computer. I really in the need of using blog and to reduse all my stress, now i'm at my cuzz house just to use the comp, not everyday i'm using the comp, only when i go to his house...lucky monday a friend is comming to my house to help, but if my mum allow tat is...hope he could get the spyware out and delete it...So friends, dont worry we could spend the whole day to chat after he delete the spyware...but if cant then need to wait till my uncle come to my house and reboot the whole comp, tat would be better...hahax...ohk for now i got to go, buhbye...