Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Got Duit Raya From NTWU (i guess mummy's company)
Dear Diary,
2day is the day tat i'm going to recived scholaship from my mum's company, wah for duing well last year, weee....when i go up on stage to recived the cheque, i was like breathing so fast, although tis is the 2nd time recived on stage, i still dont really dare to go up stage alone...wahh, i guess u all dont belived i got scholaship rite, i will upload the picture of the un-open envolape tat has my name on it...weeee
so consider duit raya ni...haha...additional a few hundred...weee...so i got more then hafiz....hahahaha, so hafiz, cant challange me anymore...kakakakaka.
2day is the day tat i'm going to recived scholaship from my mum's company, wah for duing well last year, weee....when i go up on stage to recived the cheque, i was like breathing so fast, although tis is the 2nd time recived on stage, i still dont really dare to go up stage alone...wahh, i guess u all dont belived i got scholaship rite, i will upload the picture of the un-open envolape tat has my name on it...weeee
so consider duit raya ni...haha...additional a few hundred...weee...so i got more then hafiz....hahahaha, so hafiz, cant challange me anymore...kakakakaka.
Friday, October 26, 2007
I'm Stuck In Between Both Genders
Dear Diary,
I'm a guy with a girl heart, i felt so abnormal...this feeling is so hard for me, i got to fight the girl in me, its darn hard...now also i felt like i'm running from my friends...also dont know why, i always wan to b alone...then i cry suddenly, read my log book then i cry, cause i cant take it seh, my friends was like so fast, n when i got something i cant cant get it seh, like 2day, my NG tube was inside the patient stomach, then one of the preceptors came in n said to me n my AN, since she was there, she will c me insert the NGT, i was really confident, then when checking the 2nd test, i heard the wooshooing sound but the preceptor say no dont have, even my AN said ya have wat, furthermore, she put it at he wrong area, then she insert 2-3times then go in, i learn wat the school teach, n i do it loh, its not my fault, then i cant get the initial sign, argh!!! i just cant look at suhaimi when i heard i cant get my initial signed, he said i was fast, kepale hotak die la, he is faster then me some more, i was like trying my best to do my skills, today i got to work at Farah cubical, guess wat, i only got 1 patient left, afternoon then 2new patient came in, n when i got the admission sign, now everyone was trying their best to look for admission...hmm how come when i got admission everyone one to get one also...funny seh, when others have admission, no one was really looking for one seh, hahaha, shafila, thanks for being with me during admission, i will b struggling with kelly, hahaha...
got really fed-up with the presenter, wanted to b alone during break but too bad, cant seh...i wan to try to 4get the NGT insertion with the SN but the suhaimi was there, really embarrassed everytime c him seh. SOB!SOB!SOB!SOB!
I'm a guy with a girl heart, i felt so abnormal...this feeling is so hard for me, i got to fight the girl in me, its darn hard...now also i felt like i'm running from my friends...also dont know why, i always wan to b alone...then i cry suddenly, read my log book then i cry, cause i cant take it seh, my friends was like so fast, n when i got something i cant cant get it seh, like 2day, my NG tube was inside the patient stomach, then one of the preceptors came in n said to me n my AN, since she was there, she will c me insert the NGT, i was really confident, then when checking the 2nd test, i heard the wooshooing sound but the preceptor say no dont have, even my AN said ya have wat, furthermore, she put it at he wrong area, then she insert 2-3times then go in, i learn wat the school teach, n i do it loh, its not my fault, then i cant get the initial sign, argh!!! i just cant look at suhaimi when i heard i cant get my initial signed, he said i was fast, kepale hotak die la, he is faster then me some more, i was like trying my best to do my skills, today i got to work at Farah cubical, guess wat, i only got 1 patient left, afternoon then 2new patient came in, n when i got the admission sign, now everyone was trying their best to look for admission...hmm how come when i got admission everyone one to get one also...funny seh, when others have admission, no one was really looking for one seh, hahaha, shafila, thanks for being with me during admission, i will b struggling with kelly, hahaha...
got really fed-up with the presenter, wanted to b alone during break but too bad, cant seh...i wan to try to 4get the NGT insertion with the SN but the suhaimi was there, really embarrassed everytime c him seh. SOB!SOB!SOB!SOB!
sorry if there is always no pictures,
really buzy to even take picture
so sorry
if my blog bored u all
Thursday, October 25, 2007
A Day At SIMS && Raya-ing
Dear Diary,
2day morning, i went for SIM training, well to me personally, tis term one was much much fun then last time SIM, also dont know why, maybe because of the teachers, 1st was admission, guess which teacher i got? got MRS TANG, my CP teacher, wah...see her already wan to sleep but then when she got into conversation, over all its not so bad at all, she was funny, n over all with other teacher, she is the only one who goes through the strength n weaknesses, others ask to write ourself...ceh, we do have some visitors but then r not tat bad, when heard from other countries, thought it could b a wow lady or n feeweet guy, but too bad, they were so called old looking and their nursing is not really same as ours, n additional was a old Chinese Asia looking lady, but they we helpfully in some ways n so far i only heard 2voices from 4 of them, cool...
After SIM, got tired, walk hm with suhaimi, fila n raudah, thinking of calling suhaimi haimi, his name is like so long, nvm la, k anyways, raudah bought us old cung kee epok-epok, thanks raudah, i did not really entertain much so i just kept quiet n laugh with its funny, found a place to sit, so all 4 of us sat n start talking, exchanging HP, n me listening to my songs, its so not nice loh, embarrassed with fila cause she is like updated n i'm not, haha...so Meet up with Kak Su, at causeway point, as she wan to go my house for hari raya, i invite her loh, then she go with me, reach my house, have only 1/2hours to change my clothing into my hari raya clothing, bath n do some touch up on my face so it dont look sleepy, did have fun. Went to kak su house, meet up with fazli, then lastly we went to guess who?? KAK ZARINA house, i guess u all know her rite, the AN in ward41?? her house was wonderful, well decorated, all looks so new, her sis n bro was there too, the bro ar, hot la...no la, he is cute but cant say kte pikat kan, its just n admire, will wear off some day, hahaha...me kak su n fazli talk abt on khairul.
Khairul, got fed-up with me n fazli for not going Raya-ing with him, well hello its not our fault, our schedule was different so cant really plan, although its always last min, sure we can go, only him sure got reason, tis sun, going kak su house with fazli, meeting up with khairul, since khairul is going there earlier, he also dont know, i will try to talk to him n explain things, if he dont wan to understand us, its up to him, if he still think me n fazli still his frens, we can accpect but we cant accpect his attitude towards us...we r like a touch n go friends u know, he will come to us when needed n felt left out, n will forget us ones he got a gf or a new friend...my hand is felt so itchy, tempting to slap him on his face, 2time will wake him up.
2day morning, i went for SIM training, well to me personally, tis term one was much much fun then last time SIM, also dont know why, maybe because of the teachers, 1st was admission, guess which teacher i got? got MRS TANG, my CP teacher, wah...see her already wan to sleep but then when she got into conversation, over all its not so bad at all, she was funny, n over all with other teacher, she is the only one who goes through the strength n weaknesses, others ask to write ourself...ceh, we do have some visitors but then r not tat bad, when heard from other countries, thought it could b a wow lady or n feeweet guy, but too bad, they were so called old looking and their nursing is not really same as ours, n additional was a old Chinese Asia looking lady, but they we helpfully in some ways n so far i only heard 2voices from 4 of them, cool...
After SIM, got tired, walk hm with suhaimi, fila n raudah, thinking of calling suhaimi haimi, his name is like so long, nvm la, k anyways, raudah bought us old cung kee epok-epok, thanks raudah, i did not really entertain much so i just kept quiet n laugh with its funny, found a place to sit, so all 4 of us sat n start talking, exchanging HP, n me listening to my songs, its so not nice loh, embarrassed with fila cause she is like updated n i'm not, haha...so Meet up with Kak Su, at causeway point, as she wan to go my house for hari raya, i invite her loh, then she go with me, reach my house, have only 1/2hours to change my clothing into my hari raya clothing, bath n do some touch up on my face so it dont look sleepy, did have fun. Went to kak su house, meet up with fazli, then lastly we went to guess who?? KAK ZARINA house, i guess u all know her rite, the AN in ward41?? her house was wonderful, well decorated, all looks so new, her sis n bro was there too, the bro ar, hot la...no la, he is cute but cant say kte pikat kan, its just n admire, will wear off some day, hahaha...me kak su n fazli talk abt on khairul.
Khairul, got fed-up with me n fazli for not going Raya-ing with him, well hello its not our fault, our schedule was different so cant really plan, although its always last min, sure we can go, only him sure got reason, tis sun, going kak su house with fazli, meeting up with khairul, since khairul is going there earlier, he also dont know, i will try to talk to him n explain things, if he dont wan to understand us, its up to him, if he still think me n fazli still his frens, we can accpect but we cant accpect his attitude towards us...we r like a touch n go friends u know, he will come to us when needed n felt left out, n will forget us ones he got a gf or a new friend...my hand is felt so itchy, tempting to slap him on his face, 2time will wake him up.
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