My Birthday Was A Blast

Dear Diary,

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to SABRI
Happy Birthday to you
WoooHooo...

Ya as you can see that today is my birthday and im legel to buy cigarettes, oppes i did tat on purpose and watch M18 movie, wooohooo...lets skip school time, its so boring cuz i need to help in red cross thingy and missed all the fun with my classmates...

After school, zubai called me, me and fazli go down n meet up with afiq asyraf atika zubai and shikin, they wanting to eat at KFC, haha, i should sit in the middle but fazli insist on him sitting in the middle then haha, its ok la...finish eating our lunch, go toilet with fazli and ones i come bck n sitted, i was like shock la, they SANG a Birthday song and the group of my indian nursing friends also singing together with me...in the KFC, wahh, *blush blush* and ones the indian girlfriends finish their meal, they came and they sing again, n tis time atika took video, n i 4get to take from her...

Then, later after, asyraf ask fau, was to go jamming, and my group member go and invite me along, haha, so cool, i was like jakon la, never seen a jamming room b4, thinking it would be like a big space but in the end the big space was ok, big enough to fit 8people...fau zubai and asyraf, play some songs and i was so loud and fun, love to see my friends talents...fau ask me to check wat time our jamming finish, so i ask atika to follow, i came bck, zubai told me to prepare myself, they go a surprise for me, they did their last practice...

They atika join in, and they sing a song for me called your my guardian angel, i was really touch, wanted to cry but cant, was too happy and smiling all the way, after tat, i huged them, since the boys dont wan so i dont bother, even if i ask it would be heart pain so haha....well thank them they r there too...

Then go home sleep for a while and go our with family to celebrate my birthday with family at bilal...haha...bought a little cake and my mum sang a birthday song for me while i open the wrapper tat covers the little cake...haha cute tau...then go home and feel like wanting a longer time for my birthday...was and extreme memorable day....

MY TIS YEAR BIRTHDAY WAS A BLAST....THANKS FRIENDS...LOVE YOU

BCLS with Class C

Dear Diary,

Today doing BCLS with class C, i was really scared if i cant get along with them, but what i thought was all so wrong, ones get in class, syaf called me to sit next to her and sudden shikin said, "eh sabri" n sit next to me and chat with me, i was like shock la, a girl i thought sombong and now she talking to me, haha, so cool...and the one tat really shock me is tat, my BEG classmate fariz, he actually talk, he made me laugh with all the funny thing he did with shikin...but of course, their class was use to them so didnt laugh tat much, i was a new person, cant take their funniness (i dont the word dont exist but it sounds nice), so for every small thing they did i laugh...n one thing abt fariz, i really think he was the type tat look down on people and think he is high abt himself but actually he was bored tats why he look like tat, but in class he was playful.

I dont know wat got into me, if i find a guy stare at me, i got scared and think differently like they hate me, they dont like me, 1st thing in their mind was bully me, but now i see tat some guys if they stare means they wan b friends, unless i did something wrong then la...haha

Okok, enough abt class C, finally i did my practice cpr, teacher said didn't pin point mistake like the other girls in my small practice group...haha, tats mean im confidence in doing my cpr, actually i thought i was the 1st to do cpr but i was wrong, i was the last to do it and in the end, instead of staying for a while, i stayed till the whole class had finish...but i didnt regret cuz after cpr test, they actually teach abt recovery position, and how to use the ambu bag and how to place it...

Well i understand wat the boys felt when they need me to bcome the casualty for recovery position but since i know wat they felt, i let other boys become the casualty, kinda sad but its ok, anyway thank you nazirul for becoming my casualty, lucky u r not the guy who is shy to let me try the recovery position on u...i still dont understand why other guys r so shy with me? i wont molest u or worst rape u or anything...

Haha, i pass my BCLS and its raining so heavily....i'm sick....acchoo

Birthday and Some Sadness

Dear Diary,

1st thing before anything...HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY To Fazli...May all your wish come true...

Wahh today the weather is extreme hot seh, was very thirsty, so i ask everyone of my friend so let me sip their water, haha, and i saw a friend of mine buying cigarettes from another person its a really painful thing for me to even look at it, i know my friend had been smoking but i never see my friend in this situation before...its horrible...I HATE YOU CIGARETTES, YOU TAKE MY FRIENDS AWAY...then in TPS class was suppose to go to fau's group to do project and then with a sudden change i had to go with Jamie, hmm, wasn't angry or anything, but was frustrated with the changes, to compare with Jamie and Me, i was the stupid one and she is the clever one. Ones everything is done, she pass me the project, haiz, i got to do it, i was stupid cuz i dont know wat is travel things, then going home time, me afiq atika asyraf rusy and zubai was walking to bus stop when zubai's friend was beside her and in my mind i already knew wats going to happen. Then really seh, wat i imagine came true, rusy and me was separated while zubai and her friend sit together, was kinda angry/jealous so i kept quiet all the way, tell rusy, sorry i got mood swing, she was so worried tat she keep on asking wat happen, who make u like tis, well like normal i say nothing, cant tell, haha. Zubai, u haven seen my merajok yet, if u see, i dont even think u dare talk to me...haha

Before i end 2day's entry, i wan to say during BEG class was extreme fun, we did our phase test, and took lots of picture, will update it soon...

BCLS Vs Medical Check-up

Dear Diary,

As you all know today i have BCLS and Medical Check-up on the same date, bad luck of me...So came in the morning, pass mr tan my letter and we all learn how to do cpr n guess wat, the tech tic is the same only the maniqune is different, tis time there is a thing call relax in cpr, ouch, my hand is aching but will keep on trying anf trying till i get the relax part correct, well to syafiqah, do ur best to get it right, prove to teachers even a small cute girl can do it correctly, when we r practicing, time flys so fast without us knowing, the whole morning we practice and afternoon is test but too bad i cant take today, due to medical checkup (me showing down face)...i had to do cpr with another class, help help...haha its 11.30am, ask shikin how to go CMPB and she tell me...

And now i'm on the way to meet my dad, he waited for me like so long, haha poor dad, thank u dad...ok took 145 from red hill and stop at the 6stop and take the bridge and we have to go for a very extreme long walk in the very hot weather...sweating all the way and complaining to dad...and dad not helping and said, tis is only a little , wait till during NS, me from sweating normaly turn to like i just bath....we go find the CMPB and here we r at the center, dad cant follow me so he sit at the area and wait...sorry dad...

Medical Check Up Begins...Heart Beating Rapid. 1st was the photo, told to change clothes to some so call uniform, n with my messy hair, he just snap my photo, haiz, how i wish i can c the picture and take again...then was told to go to medical check up, took all my document out and glasses, and proceed to the medical place, after registration my 1st station was Hearing test, they test with soft tones, was cool...then 2nd station was Urine and Blood thing, i was like, oh my god...scary...haha was given a dipstick, haha i was telling myself, i'm pro at it...haha, then queue up for blood thingy, my name was called and i sit at the chair, the doctor place gloves instead of toniqane, haha, wrong already, lol, then he hit darm hard on my arm, i was like SIal la, i wanted to tell him, can beat not too hard, my arm was red la seh, he locate the vein and he poke, it would b even pain if i c, haha, so i turn and tears r almost down my eye when the doctor ask me wat school im from and wat course im in, haha he ask me some nursing questions, lol, i was shock so i answer wrongly...haha...the proceed to 3rd station dentel, the dentist said my teeth was ok but he said i got bad breath and he cant tell where its comming from...i got sad, and i keep on checking my mouth every min...then 4th station X-ray, told to take off my clothes and stand extreme close to the cold metel thingy....the person incharge was super nice, the last part, he said tat all sabri good bye, so sweet...5th station was the part i regret last...i go to the counter and he ask me to read the instrustion n guess wat, one of them is to take off my clothes and shoes and proceed to ECG room...haiz...took my locker number and sign my name...and took off my clothes and the weird thing is tat, i dont feel shy or embarrassed at all, its like i done it b4...lol...6th station was ECG, tis i got to complain, ok it was cool la the ECG isnt the same like the hospital on, the one on body was like a suction thing and the leg and hand was like a huge clip...ok the 1st printed wasnt successful and he took another one, wah ones he finish, je just forcely pull the suction thing from my body reaving red mark, i hate i hate. 7th station was height weight and blood presure...all were ok, but i wan to know my height and weight, but cant see...8th station was checking the penis part...haha sensitive part, but im sharing it...need to wait for my number and waited and waited, lol while waiting i can still c the marks on my both after the ECG and people front sides and back is like looking at me, either wan to make friends but scared i dont wan or thinking i'm weird...then my number was called, the doctor was fast, he said, "Give me ur file, stand at the door and pull ur pants down" he look at it and said "pull ur pants up and sit at tis chair" he ask me a few questions and i ones answer wrongly saying i got no drug allergy...lol, finish i got out, give the counter guy my file and he told me to clear my locker and dress up...and i wait for my name to b called...haha..9th station, my name was called and i need to proceed to the room where i will b doing my psychology test, mind test for short, so sign in and use one of the comp, tell u the questions is tricky but i had fun doing it, alot of pattens, alot of shapes and alots or memory and lots of maths, haiz...but i like...haha, done it...now its time to go home...go to dad take things and we both go home...

In the middle, i ask dad tat mum buying my a camera and i ask him to share since he also dont know wat to buy for me...teehee...he start mumbling nonsence and finally i got him to say yes to buy me a camera...haha...mum and dad share to buy me a camera...

Tats all for today, tired and want to sleep...buhbye people...