Monday, December 24, 2007

My Days During KL trip



































Dear Diary,

Just reach hm from KL, well its kinda long n for sure all of u dont want to read rite so i tell the fun part only la, so i n siblings hop on my cuzz van n we go straight to KL, n tell u wat, its so damm tired and i felt dizzy with the perfume smell of the van, so tahan abit then i slept, reach hotel, place begs at room, touch up a bit then off to go shopping...haha...did saw a few cool watches n bags, but i was scared to buy cause i dont know wat my auntie will say if i buy something like a girls type, well i'm a going to b metrosexsual, so 1st time, i wasted n did not buy it, next day, went shopping again but dis time we went a bit further, n its like a "Pasar Malam" u all just remember Pertaling Street, its full of items and shops to go around but just too little time to spend over there, i bought shades, shirts and a few white and black braclet, well miss my chance of buying a new bag, so next day, tat is the final day we going to b at KL so our uncles n aunties allow us to go Time Square by ourself, we had fun by ourself, almost complete the whole time square but we skip a few, so finally i found my necklece tat have an S on it, thought of buy a couple necklece but think again its a waste if i buy it now without having a gf, so missed again to buy a new bag and guess wat, i brought RM200 and i only used RM65, tat is so little rite, tell u wat, if only my parents were there, i think i used up all the money already, without my parents i'm nothing like an outsider and my dad is a sucker, he only think abt himself and his new family rather then me and siblings.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

I finally Know Who I Am

Tats me....trying something new....haha


Dear Diary,


2day i finally realize who i am, and guess wat friends, i'm not a GAY, i now know why i like guys, i felt in love with some of the hot guys body cause they got 6pack and i from there i want to have my own, n when i felt like touching it is when i want to know how it feels like to have a 6pack, then when i felt in love with their handsomeness, then i look myself in the mirror, n tell myself, people from my family to my familes friends keep on saying, i'm handsome and cute, so i'm equal to them, the only diffrent from me and the guys is my behaviour and attitude, tat tells me and others around me tat i'm a gay, so like some people say, i look like a metrosexual tat means spend more time and money to their appearance and might look like a typical gay man, i will try my best to b myself and a metrosexsual, n i told myself, to b a metrosexual u have to ignore other people's comment. N guess wat, from the day fauziah say if i b a metrosexual i'm handsome, haha...my thinking abt fashion is like wah, wan to try tis clothes la that la....haha...


Guess wat u all, i will show u the latest me, i tried to put on wax and took a picture of it, its kinda funny, well my sis ask me to put in friendster but then i wan to try to put it here first, haha....thats all so now i'm living with a light in my heart, k lah take care all n have fun for ur holiday....buh-bye

Monday, December 17, 2007

I'm Getting Sensetive

Dear Diary,

I dont know what got into me lately, but i will get too emotional at sometimes, usually i'm strong but now i'm too sensetive, i will get hurt, jealous, angry and all the emotional u can think of, i got all of them. Mayb it started after the inccident at the ward, the not strong me has conquer my entire body, so people, when ever u talk to me, please mind your words, i might get hurt just by a little insult, but i will try my very best to get it away from me...

Saturday, December 8, 2007

A Day At Chalet












Dear Diary,

2day me, syafiqah, raudah n suhaimi is going to Shafilla's chalet, well, i'm kinda late to meet up with raudah n syafiqah, haha due to getting ready late, haha, my siap means bath, put on clothes, touch up on face then go out, haha, meet them at airport, n guess wat, we went there too early, haha, b4 others reach there, we already waiting till they reach, about 2+ then they msg said they reach already, ahhh we waited abt 2hours, then went there, guess wat, i was like staring at shafilla's bf thinking he was shafilla's bro, haha, then sit a while, then felt bored due cant help so we walk aroudn the chalet then come bck, then we eat, chat a bit then abt 3.30+ we go the beach area, tell u wat, its so windy, untill my hair turns so no nice, then suhaimi go buy a kite n fly the kite, guess wat, a weird person like him had a very awsome talents, he fly the kite likke a pro and he said he can skate, OMG, got a bit jealous, but learning from him to fly the kite, then about 4.30+ raudah and syaf got to go hm, go left me n suhaimi, haha, lucky he did not really disturb me, haha, played the kite like the world is not going to end, at about 6.00pm, pull the kite down, then go bck to chalet, syaf msg me tat they returning bck to chalet due to some reasons, haha, paiseh seh both of them. Shafilla is always with her bf, n rarly with us...

Well did have fun tat day, so abt 8.15+ me, syaf and raudah go bck hm, suhaimi wanted to stay due to want to talk to teacher. Well 2days chalet is kinda boring without shafilla around, lucky got suhaimi or else we all will b like 3 statues doing nothing but sit.

-=Notes=-
Shafilla: Next time if u invite us to chalet, dont live us alone n always b at ur bf side, n also try to watch ur bf mouth n not hurting my friends feelings, i'm not here to say bad things but i wan u to think. N sad thing is tat, we cant take photo together and tat was my main thing i came to ur chalet and also to have fun n enjoy last time together as friends. miss u

Suhaimi: Thanks for teaching me how to fly a kite, its s wonderful experiance, n ok, everyone is saying my blog is funny, but i dont find it funny, haha, anyways, thanks for having a great time with me, but hey, sorry for not going to hm with u...miss u

Syaf & Raudah: Do take care alright, dont get hurt by the words tat was said by shafilla's bf, i know how it feels...ok lah...if u want to go out sometimes so invite me ok...i will b bored to dead if no one invite me to go out...hahaha....miss u