Sunday, November 4, 2007

Going Out With fazli & Friends

Dear Diary,

2day me and fazli wanted to go gym together, but when we reach there, i saw there r lots of guys trainning, so i got scared to go in, due to shyness and still a bit scared of guys, so i told fazli next time je lah we go gym, now we go watch wayang...

We planed to watch The Seeker Or Stardust, then we went to the cinema late, so i told fazli, mayb 2day is not our day, so fazli's friends planned to go watch GAME PLAN, well first fazli dont like it but when the story got better n better, n all of us started laughing, exp me, haha, i was the loudest to laugh due to the funniest of the story part...haha...next day got oritaion in ward63, cant b there late, so instead of staying bck to eat with fazli's friends, me & fazli go home, told fazli next time, i promised i wake up early to go gym with u, n we booked a ticket to watch the movie The Seeker or Stardust. Ok lah, got to sleep now, Gd night...

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Raya At Teacher & Friends House


My House
Nazurah & Me

Titi & Niza

Sabri-Aishah-Hidayah-Rusy

Atika&Me
Dear Diary,

Today is finally the day tat me n friends going out to go Raya, well as usual la, last min surly got people back out, cause of sick la, no money for travel la, lazy la. So who goes to Raya, Me, Aishah, Titi, Niza, Nazurah, Hidayah, Ruzy...we did have fun, but since its not really planned where to go so we took abt an hour to think of where to go, so called some our friends if we could go to thier house but then none of them could let us go thier house, so fed-up already, i told them, alah go to rumah kte kte jek, kan senang, as planned, we go from east to west...when come to my house, haizal called titi n ask if he could go raya with us, so was happy to have 1more person to join...from nazurah house, asked nazurah sister to drive us to ms rafika house, wah, i dont know need to pay, sob sob...its ok tat time, we dont know where to go, lastly, we went to Ms Rafika house, 1st really happy to see my bestie n zubai was there, n i was extremly happy to c teacher again, 2nd, really dissapointed with atika and zubai for not following, didn't talk much with them tat day, after at ms rafika house, some of us wanted to go to shikin house due to open house, n guess wat, all of us took taxi, wasting of money seh, so my duit raya for the day is gone...eat there, stay till 11.45pm then took TAXI again.

Lets See:
1-->From Nazurah house to Ms Rafika house ($4)
2-->From Bedok To Yishun Shikin House ($5)
3-->FromYishun To Woodlands Zubai & Me House ($5)

Expansive seh, eh, $10 is worth to go lots of house seh, Atika Zubai, 9trip of mrt n buses, its only $4 ok, u left with $6 in ur e-zlink card u know tat plus the few dollors in ur e-zlink, u want me to count for u kan, nah abik ni. I'm really upset with u girls seh, i dont really know ur reason for not going raya with us, me and aishah seh, kalau tak fikir kte, tak kisah la, aishah was really expexting u both to come, lucky i go, or else, die fed-up...serious la, the day b4, i was really happy tat zubai n atika pergi , n i dream abt both of u n aishah n me going raya...end up turn up the other way.

Dah la, cant reverse the time rite, if i reverse, it will still b the same...

Midnight Conversation...Hmm

Friday, November 2, 2007

Attachment in Ward 41 due today

Dear Diary,

Today is finally the day me & friends going to say goodbye to ward 41, cause we got to change ward, really going to miss all of them, n for this few i'm going to miss them so much, Nurse Mani, Nurse Zarina, Nurse Iliyana, Nurse Cally, Nurse May Yoke, Kak Ain, Mayb Nurse Mul...haha... without all of them, i'm guessing this attachment in ward 41 would really b boring and not really active, as u all can c, its mostly the Assistant Nurse tat i'm really close with, Staff Nurse is really buzy, so cant really talk to them or joke with them...but overall, they are really easy to communicate with, even with the one staff nurse i'm afraid of, tat is Staff Nurse Bavani...now to me she is ok, seen her smile, make me lost the fear of her...haha, going to miss working with her too...I really had lots of fun during my attachment in ward 41, wanted to take pictures with some of them but, they got meeting abt something, tat alone make me sad...but when they wave at me goodbye, really touch my heart, abt to cry, but cant haha...

Hopefully our final attachment at ward 63 would be the same or even better, really wanting to pass to get a B+ or even an A, dont wish to get C or D.

I still wonder why my friends go home so early, tat is 2.45pm, n further more, they did not inform me they going hm, or else i will like alone seh in front the only morning shift, thanks to doris or grace tat, she told me tat the morning shift students r going home already, so i delay abt of my time, to say my last words to some of the staff, pick up my bag, sign out, say goodbye to my patient. Finally i'm out of the ward at 2.50pm, thinking my friends would wait for me, but i was wrong, they went first, but lucky for me i got to catch up with them at the bus stop, thank you buses for delaying my friends time, so i could go home with them. Syafiqah bus*** seh, told her, sedih seh korang tinggal kan kte sorg dlm ward, then she say abih sedih, pastu tulis dlm blog then cry, wah, heart pain seh dengar, kte tak layan die sgt, then suhaimi called me to sit beside him, told him the same thing but his reaction was a bit nice but i forget wat he said...hmmm...never mind tat, in bus suhaimi talk to me, asking me to tell him wats my problem but i keep on closing my mouth meaning not telling, sorry for tat. If i talk abt it, i will cry, so by not saying my problems out, would calm me down...watch him play PSP, got on train, listen to music, he n his PSP all the way, haha...reach hm, bath, take a nap, at night mum's cousin came to my house, so got to clean up b4 they reach, then now updating my blog...

I guess, 2days blog is really long, so if u read it, thank you...really took a lot of courage to write something tis long...hopefully i could express my feelings in tis blog, or to someone...ok then, want to go do something else, then i go to bed...oh ya, 2moro i'm going raya with some of my friends, wish my bestie n my friends to b there....ok tat all, buh-bye

Sign Off

Thursday, November 1, 2007

Calling Myself BabyPrinceSabri

BabyPrinceSabri

Dear Diary,

I'm calling myself BabyPrinceSabri, every word have a meaning n also included in me...try and guess wat is Baby mean? Prince mean? Sabri mean? not sure, ok never mind, i let u know ok. Baby means Needs Attention, Manje, Trust people Easily,Easily Hurt by harsh words & love people who is nice, Prince mean Wan people to respect, wan to achieve high expatiation, wan his wish to b approved & a bit demanding, Sabri means patients, concern abt the person he loves, hate to b alone, hide emotions & 50% Open-minded. What ever i wrote its true, if u read carefully and look at me and u will c, its the same...if u c its not the same, i guess u r not looking deeper or u just dont bother to c it...

I myself dont know why i got tis feelings....