Dear Diary
To All My Muslim Friends SELAMAT HARI RAYA
Thank you for all the sweet Smses i got.
But tell u something, tis year raya, i screw up everything seh
I got really sad, cant cry in front of my cousins
well first thing i did was
After Sembahyang Raya, I Slept Till 6.30pm.
My Sis Hated The Raya Clothes I choose For Her due to she got buzy so cant come to choose her own clothes.
Got scolded by my auntie for sleeping till so late. [Cant do anything wat the house is in a mess.]
My cousin got puji by my granduncle for doing well.
Only raya 2 houses 2day.
Cant sleep at my grandmum house [father side] casue came back hm at 12.30pm.
Now I'm sheading tears while writting tis...
Why cant my 1st day of raya b the best, its always worst till go with my friends.
U all can c rite, its all my fault, and everyone is blamming me, even my cousin [father side].
well 2moro i will b facing them, just say i'm sorry even i dont know wat i did wrong...
K lah, again SELAMAT HARI RAYA...Love u all
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Monday, October 8, 2007
First Day Of Attachment
Dear Diary
2day was the first day of attachment, got a bit nervous but tat when meet up with my friends, to me tis is nothing new, old friends n also old enviroment so not really much diffrent only some new stuff, system and new skills the do...wahhh...
Guess wat, miss rafika came to my ward n ask my friends hows their exam and their result, after meet her Mrs Thang switch grace and me the place, casue i'm at the female cubical, wah...n guess wat, i'm with the Mr SUHAIMI!!! AHHH...hmm, got stroke n teacher even ask me, why so shock to hear over the news...haha...but than today when i got to know suhaimi better, he is kinda ok only when he got bored he will start disturbing, weee finally i could control n not depending on my friends to tell him not to disturb me....haha...
Feet was hurtting due to nothing was done, meanning not work, only parameters and change of patients clothes...bored, cant sit, got warn by Mr Suhaimi himself not to sit, ='( nvm...abt 3pm we got breiffing with Mrs Thang, wah...still need to stand...abt 4+ we go hm, in the bus, i slept like a monster as i was shaking all over...haha...keep on bumpping the person next to me...hahaxx
Got hm, str8 away sleeping n wake for buke...hahax...k lah...now i wan to do wat is not done, then go sleep again...tomoro afternoon shift, sian la...hahax...byebye
2day was the first day of attachment, got a bit nervous but tat when meet up with my friends, to me tis is nothing new, old friends n also old enviroment so not really much diffrent only some new stuff, system and new skills the do...wahhh...
Guess wat, miss rafika came to my ward n ask my friends hows their exam and their result, after meet her Mrs Thang switch grace and me the place, casue i'm at the female cubical, wah...n guess wat, i'm with the Mr SUHAIMI!!! AHHH...hmm, got stroke n teacher even ask me, why so shock to hear over the news...haha...but than today when i got to know suhaimi better, he is kinda ok only when he got bored he will start disturbing, weee finally i could control n not depending on my friends to tell him not to disturb me....haha...
Feet was hurtting due to nothing was done, meanning not work, only parameters and change of patients clothes...bored, cant sit, got warn by Mr Suhaimi himself not to sit, ='( nvm...abt 3pm we got breiffing with Mrs Thang, wah...still need to stand...abt 4+ we go hm, in the bus, i slept like a monster as i was shaking all over...haha...keep on bumpping the person next to me...hahaxx
Got hm, str8 away sleeping n wake for buke...hahax...k lah...now i wan to do wat is not done, then go sleep again...tomoro afternoon shift, sian la...hahax...byebye
Sunday, October 7, 2007
A Day In My Room...Tiring
Dear Diary,
My Room, is totally in a huge mess, so i told mummy tat today i wan to clean n rearrange my room...so after eatting breakfast, i went to sleep, cant do cleanning when sleepy rite, so i go sleep...woke up wow, so late seh, around 2pm n mummy not yet hm, so i clean abit of my room, then go to religous reading class...around 4pm clean again my room, then when my mum reach hm, the room is still in a huge mess, so my mum relax for a while then help me, clean clean till time to buke, eat...then st8 after eatting, did my prayers then continue cleanning, n guess after changing position of my bed, my mum go bed and there is still loaded of things on the bed la, floor la, then all by myself, i go clean myself, guess wat time i finish everything? 3.30am, so decided to bath so, bath for 1/2 hour, wah felt fresh, look the time, no time to sleep, so on the comp, n forgot to update blog...lol...so woke up my mum, she was surprize by the change of the room...n oh ya not only i clean the place, i even mob the floor...wah...after eatting my breakfast, i str8 away, sleep...wat a day...tiring but lucky the cuboards n bed not tat heavy to move...phew my room is done, so now the other room where my mum sleep...its ok, give me muscles haha...
tats all bye...
My Room, is totally in a huge mess, so i told mummy tat today i wan to clean n rearrange my room...so after eatting breakfast, i went to sleep, cant do cleanning when sleepy rite, so i go sleep...woke up wow, so late seh, around 2pm n mummy not yet hm, so i clean abit of my room, then go to religous reading class...around 4pm clean again my room, then when my mum reach hm, the room is still in a huge mess, so my mum relax for a while then help me, clean clean till time to buke, eat...then st8 after eatting, did my prayers then continue cleanning, n guess after changing position of my bed, my mum go bed and there is still loaded of things on the bed la, floor la, then all by myself, i go clean myself, guess wat time i finish everything? 3.30am, so decided to bath so, bath for 1/2 hour, wah felt fresh, look the time, no time to sleep, so on the comp, n forgot to update blog...lol...so woke up my mum, she was surprize by the change of the room...n oh ya not only i clean the place, i even mob the floor...wah...after eatting my breakfast, i str8 away, sleep...wat a day...tiring but lucky the cuboards n bed not tat heavy to move...phew my room is done, so now the other room where my mum sleep...its ok, give me muscles haha...
tats all bye...
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Confused-Depressed && Worried
- Depression
- Being Alone
- Life Confusion
- Partner
- Family Problems
- Friends Problems
- Jealousy
- Humiliations
- Result
- Changes
- Differences
- Working Environment
- Me
Why Is All This Bothering Me, I cant really change it...I'm thinking too much...Got To Relax...
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