New Art Work....

Atika&Stich VS Arika&Stich

Me & Sister's Shade But Kinda Weird

ok people, do comment ok...weee~~

Could Done Better - A Day At God-Sis House Again :p

My Very First Pink Item

Dear Diary,

Yesterday was 3Oct meanning result came out, i go n have a look at my own result, i felt sad as i did improve but very tiny, so i decided to ask around my friends knowing how was their result, when i saw how was their result, i got shock of my life tat most of them won me n improve a lot...well they r my friends n i wold like congratz to u all for doing well in ur results... =) At night, b4 sleeping i cried alot till i felt a sleep, thinking weather i can make it during my life as a nursing student n looking at my future if i did not improve a lot, i cant get into poly...well sabri u did ur best n did imroved a bit, try to do better next year...

Yesterday also, after knowing my result, go to my god-sis place with fazli, did got there around 6pm...well, like usual my god-sis was really buzy cooking and me and fazli help out like cleanning the table to eat, help to cook a bit, do jelly for raya, haha...did got a bit sweaty but it was really fun...after buke, was supposed to go teraweh, i got a bit lazy n so does my god-sis, fazli was really into going to teraweh, but hehe, me n kak su pursuade him not to go, since we did not have much time together...n fazli too abt 10mins to decide and yes he did not go...hehe...was happy...help god-sis do her art for the children at her school, meanning she is kindergaten teacher...cool rite...we help n watch tv tilll abt 10+ then god-sis sister came hm, n guess wat, she bought us (me&fazli) present, for our belated birthday, me n fazli like twin u know, same thing but diffrent colour...like me n atika, same type of doll but diffrent size...correct atika??...haha...guess wat, its my fav colour, pink watch...weeeee...really happy...but of course la, she called the house n ask me n fazli wat colour we love most...my very first pink item recived from anyone...so gone hm after Rasia Perkawinan...

Reach hm abt 11.15pm, really excited to show everyone, wat my another god sis gave me, but it's really sad cause my mum n sis's face changes when i show her my pink watch, and again a while later told her i wan a pink PSP, n her face really change n said "Jgn la pilih pink, tak takut ke org panggil Along ni sutun??" was really upset, is it wrong to even have a pink item, its a fav colour somemore, told her my result, got sad again, well i dont care, really appriciate my 2nd god-sis, as for my god-sis, she promised us (me&fazli) tat she wan to take us to SNOW CITY to have fun there....weeee~~~ cant wait till tat day...

PS:Wishing people around me would understand me, i will never love boys, tat a promised but i will never promised to hate pink items, 2 things made me sad, result+family hate me to have pink= sadness&&depression

My Day With My God-Sister && Darling Fazli

God-sis (Kak Su), Fazli && Me

Dear Diary

Today, went to Geylang with my god-sister named Surayah call her Kak Su, really had fun, we went first cause fazli cant make it b4 6pm cause he go work to do, so me n kak su went walking around Geylang, for so long n only this year i got a bit open to her and talk to her then being quiet all the time. At abt 6.45pm, fazli called n he said where t meet, kak su ask me where are but newbie me i dont know where we are, i just follow n not knowing where we are...hahaha...Lucky kak su know where to go n ask fazli to stop at the nearby 7eleven...haha...we buke at the nearby banquet and the chicken rice was a lot seh, i finish lasts...haha...so we walk n walk, buy food and eat...nothing much.

About 9pm, kak su lil sister tat is kak hos, bought her food and we head to coffee bean, the drink there was super, i bought vanilla while kak su n fazli bought pure chocolate...n yuck its disgusting...around 9.45pm decided to head back hm, took cab n kak su drop me at bukit batok mrt n i go hm...its a long time since we had much fun...

N khairul, u missed all the fun, due to ur lie to kak su for the 2nd or 3rd time in tis month, but kak su dont care him, haha...if he is reading, do think of ur week b4 asking us to buke together outside...not last min then cancel....hate it ok...

Ps: Khairul is my Sec Classmate...not the Tall Tall Khairul in Class 'A' ok...

I Dont Think About It - Emily Osment

This Is Song Really Meant A Lot For People Like Me...It Talks Abt Life...Love The Music && Wooohooo...I Think she Is Cute...

I don't think about it
I don't think about it

missunderstood
everybody feels that way sometimes
uh oh oh
i wish i could fit in with all the rest
but i
uh oh oh

got my own style
got my own way
i dont care what people say yeah
cause I don't think about it
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
being myself there ain't no doubt about it
i won't cry any tears
i'll just live without fear
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it

a shooting star
twinkling across the sky at night
uh oh oh
near or far
wishing everything would be alright
uh oh oh

got my own dreams
got my own plans
gonna get there anyway i can
cause I don't think about it
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
being myself there ain't no doubt about it
i won't cry any tears
i'll just live without fears
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it

got my own style
got my own way
i don't care what people say yeah
cause I dont think about it
I don't think about it
I don't think about it
being myself there ain't no doubt about it
i won't cry any tears
i'll just live without fear
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it

I don't think about it
I don't think about it
being myself there ain't no doubt about it
i won't cry any tears
i'll just live without fear
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it

think about it
think about it
oh i know i don't
think about it
woah oh oh yeah
i'm so happy cause im living my life
and I don't think about it

I don't think about it

I dont think about it