My Idol...

Dear Diary,

I watch the American Next Top Model...the girl name of Nicole, i was supporting her from the 1st episode and im really HAPPY for her being the petite model ever known to b a model...she is nerdy, she is also shy when come in contact with something tat is unknown to her...

She took really great shots, she know where to find the light and show off her angles, and when i saw the episode of her being shot underwater, i already have the imagination of me being underwater, posing and my cameraman would just "snap! snap! snap!" and i would go "Bam! Bam! Bam!"

She inspire me cuz, she kinda have the same attitude like me, the pretty, sweet, shy and abit hard to communicate...if she could do her best during her modeling day, why not me, i can have the confidence and improve my personality...

Congratz to Nicole Fox for getting American Next Top Model...and she is my age tat is 20...





This is what she is now...im impressed with her...
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-NEWS-


ECLIPSE IS COMMING TIS JUNE!!!

Dear Diary,


...2weeks together, thats all it took, 2weeks for me to fall for you...
...i miss you so much tat it hurts...

Today plan was to go swimming with atika but we cant find other ppl to swim with, so i decided to join hadri n anis, they watching a movie called dear john, its a really touching a romantic movie, made some of us cry and my eyes are just really teary...the scenes i always remember from the movie is tis im going to show you...loving it!!

Combat Phase...

Dear Diary,

It has been so long since i ever touch my blog, due to nothing much to talk abt, well most of the time i express myself is in my facebook, but now i got twitter, so i wont touch my facebook tat much...

Back to my daily routine in army, all of you know tat im in medic course rite, so last Thursday is when my combat phase starts...i tell you, its tough, we learn so much abt how to save a casualty with or without a stretcher...after the trainning, today we had a mini circuit competition, n my warrent is really proud of us as we put in lots of effort so he let us go off early...haha! ok i got nothing much to say, n oh my warrent also show us a movie of how a platoon medic works in a platoon...here is a mini video clip of the movie...enjoy...

Song Of The Sea...

Dear Diary,

It been so long tat i never meet god-sister, really missed her so much, so us three plan to watch a movie together, then fazli got to bring his lil sister, so kinda scared she felt left out since we watching an adult show, so kak su decided to watch Song of the Sea at Sentosa for Aminah sake...

While waiting for the show to begin, tat is around 7.40 if im not wrong, we went up to the top of vivo city, aminah wanted to play with the water, well i can say we pick the wrong spot cuz the place is really hurting to step in, then aminah was like scared2, haha, its only ur knee lvl honey, lol, did play around with aminah kak su n fazli, was kinda fun...just by playing with Aminah, remind me of my lil sis when we r small, we use to play n have fun together...now when she is all grown up, i rarely see her sit at hm, every night will confirm not at hm...

Aminah surly is very lucky to have a brother whom has friends who care abt his sis n play with her...like me, hadri n kak su, hadri is the tender n loving brother, im the playful n caring brother, kak su a motherly type of sister while fazli himself is fierce, loving, caring n playful type of brother...argh, how i wish my "step-sister" wont b so scared to play with her own elder siblings, "baby girl, you cant blame ur big bro n sis for not being there with u always, we leave in singapore while u r born there in malaysia, we rarely go there to visit cuz we r still schooling while im serving ns..."

Ever since dad got remarried, i wanted a lil sister, i got her from step mum, i was really excited in raising her but ever since i cant meet her always, she kinda got scared of new ppl, kinda annoying, my dream of raising a baby sister turns out to b a semi-nightmare cuz it didnt turn out the way i wan it to b, like all my cousins, they love me, love being beside me but my "step-sister" she prefer to hide behind step-mum...

ANY...WAY!!! when its time to go visit the sentosa, we board the train there, lol, i tell u, its DAM crowded, kak su hold on to aminah really tightly so she wont b lost...got our sit, its kinda fun to c the water splashing, lasers the light but i tell u, for kids i think it the most memorable thing to b on, but for me, i think its just a waste of time, cuz all the person have to do is hum to the melody n sooner or later, he broke the spell of tis n tat, woohhh...the story line was boring as well, woke up the princess n tats the end of the story, fantastic isnt it, *sweats*

-Note-
I know u know wat i wrote, if u, whoever u r wan to tell my dad abt it, i dont care anymore, its my blog if u dont know, so do wat u like, im immune to it...

The Week...

Dear Diary,

Just now i meet with hadri n fazli, since i need to find a book which i could study for my test, the understanding of human body, i really sux when come to theory, if practical i wont do so badly...haha...i bought 2 polo-t n 2books for studies n reading...did abit of reading though the book i bought, lots of thing i can understand better...

The whole week tis week is kinda stressing for me cuz i got to find out i fail in my theory test n im unable to go for a night out, sad thing, made me more worried is tat grandmum was admitted in hospital for stomach pain, n i cant get the night out to visit her, i cried badly, 1. im a nursing student n i fail in sumthing i have gone through, 2. grandmum was admited in hospital...then on fri there is a prac test, i did well but i fail in one of the stations tat is burns, i hate the sargent, he made me kancong, so i cant concentrate...dam...

Tomoro im meeting shaiful...hehe, cant wait, been a week i didnt get to see him, but ns is testing how patiences i am n how much both of us trust each other...yeah, it will get us stronger n stronger...

PS: im will soon upload my pictures on my polo-t n the books i bought....

COUNTDOWN - From Bad TO AWESOME...

Dear Diary,

Yesterday i was so emotional, as i can c tat all my friends r not avaliable to watch fireworks with me, im so excited to go c n start a new yr with him/her, but in the end, i was turn down, shaiful had to work, fazli with his band friends, hadri with his friend, kak su fell real sick, my group of friends, we didnt plan to meet so they got lazy n atika just finish work, so i dont wan her to force herself to go fireworks with me...

Morning i went with shaiful to visit her auntie in the hospital, was happy to c him, but sry hunn, no hug if u r smoking...haha! got to c his crazy cousins n surprizingly one of his cousin is my battalion mate, he is from charlie kia...haha...then one of his cousin said sumthing abt celebrating new year with couple...i felt it tat way too, celebrating new year with own couple is the most memorable memories you could have and it will predict how ur relationship would b like tis year...

Yeah, send him to work, met his friend, EZA! my pri sch mate, didnt realize her untill shaiful told me...haha...otw bck hm i keep on thinking abt wat shaiful's cousin said n my eyes got teary...real bad, but glad i didnt cry cuz i dont wan to, if i cry my new year will b spoiled n i dont wan his to, to spoil...

Went home, i talked to my mum n i blame almost everyone, they by making me feel better, she ask me to go khatib with her n lil bro...heard got taufiq, wasnt tat excited but ya i just go...then as time goes by, i felt like im enjoying the concert, was singing, screamming n taking pictures with mum n bro...when countdown ended,TAUFIQ BATISAH appeared n dedicate 2songs for his fan...

When he finish singing, all the girls when backstage n run after taufiq to take his photograph, last time girls n fans use to ask for autographs but now is moden, we all got camaras n all go snap snap.
If only im a girl, i will b like pushing my way though the bitches n take a one to one photo with taufiq himself...AHH!!! i love you mum for taking me to tis concert, me n bro felt real happy as both of us got no friends to hangout with...
Sister, if u dont care too much abt ur bf, n come with us, i will b right behiend u to take a photo of u with taufiq...n u will b screamming ur throat out...like me...haha!!

btw...
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL, may 2010 would b a blast to all of u...